Been awhile since i've been here. Had a bad relapse again. Funny how it follows. When im off the pr0n i find it easier to stay away from alcohol and drugs. When i relapse it stacks up fast and i find myself fucked from morning to evening on the daily again.
had to pick myself up. So i have quit beer now, nearly quit the drugs. Jumped on clean food and meditation. Nearly a month sober and healthy living. The drugs are harder to quit but slowly getting off.
I feel so empty everytime i end up there. Just sitting in a messy home with all responsibilities pushed past tomorrow. Donno why i want to live like that. Just fucked up and numb awaiting the next sip,hit or fap
Anyways. Im back on track and slowly working my way out of the hole.
Hope you doing good on your own journey

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Peace.