Really strong urges now. Feel like the attempt not to fantasize about sex at all might not be worth it
I think I was feeling that since I so much wanted to fantasize look at that girl etc. that it was almost like I did, but feeling that "want" and overcoming it is what beating addiction is all about.
Hey quit, just keep staying on track. Only one relapse is still better than two. About fantasizing: for me it was pretty much quit it or stay where you are. Even thinking about real girls triggered me so much, that i could not resist. It just blossomed into all kind of stuff.