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Blenderhead

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Succes in many ways
« on: August 02, 2014, 05:58:29 AM »
Hey rebooters!

I gave up porn about one year ago. I haven't watched porn since. I started reading about PIED more than one year ago and gradually I started changing my life. I was a +30 virgin and I was afraid of kissing. Now I have been on many dates, and I have also kissed and had sex with almost 10 different women - and they look better and better. I have worked out 3 times per week, and I have started doing yoga. I also feel like I have really kicked my addiction to porn. I used to watch porn everyday, morning and evening. I used to masturbate many times per day, sometimes I would lose count and masturbate 10 times. I did not experience any erection problems until about a year ago, so I decided to start my reboot. I have not been able to remove my ED. I still am totally soft when I have sex. I have been able to have sex a few times while being almost fully hard, but it's not that often. It seems like I experience a lot of progress, but so far my rewiring and my reboot has not improved my erections, maybe some very small improvements.

Right now I have gone 1 month without masturbating too. I have stopped edging almost, which was a problem for me, and I don't masturbate to dating sites anymore either. Sometimes I feel like hermit now ! But I talk a lot with women, and I attract more women. Some days ago a woman was crazy about me and really wanted sex, I had to let her down and tell her, that I was not ready. So even after being PMO free for 360 days I have this problem.

But I have had a lot of succes and I enjoy kissing women and I enjoy being very active in the gym. It feels like my erections are fine once I am horny, but I just don't get that horny. So maybe this flatline is just a lot longer than usual.

Has anyone here experienced the same as me? That this reboot improves many areas of ones life, but does not improve erection quality? I am really sad today, because I am so dedicated to this process and I have the possibility to have sex, but I have to say no ... I just really enjoy kissing and connecting, but my desire for sex is really low ...

I guess my brain has been really strongly wired for porn, so it might take much longer than a year to gain sexual health ...


« Last Edit: August 02, 2014, 06:52:51 AM by Blenderhead »

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Re: Succes in many ways
« Reply #1 on: August 15, 2014, 03:00:26 AM »
Im not counting days, but looking at my earlier post, I must be close to 6 weeks into my reboot this time. Still no morning wood. I crave to sleep with a woman, but I doubt I can have sex ... so depressing. I haven't watched porn really in about 1 year, only a few minutes. So Im starting to doubt this process ... I eat healthy and do a lot of work out ... but so far I cannot see any improvements. I am tired about thinking about this problem every day ...

« Last Edit: August 15, 2014, 03:03:10 AM by Blenderhead »

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Re: Succes in many ways
« Reply #2 on: August 15, 2014, 03:13:09 AM »
I'll keep on trucking but right now ... having seen so small improvents in year ... I really doubt this will ever work again ... Maybe I should become a monk  :'(

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« Reply #3 on: August 16, 2014, 05:53:10 AM »
Just had a very hard erection ! So happy ... but my erection quickly fades, and then it takes a long time, before my body can produce one more. It feels quite strange, as if my mind quickly uses all its energy and then my horniness subsides for a day or more. But nothing is wrong with the hardness and blowflow, I think. Because I just had a 100 % erection while standing up. I guess I need to keep on trucking and ... I am eating a lot of raw spinach lately :) Can't believe I thought I was completely impotent yesterday ... ups and downs.
« Last Edit: August 16, 2014, 06:12:00 AM by Blenderhead »