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Porn Addiction / I apologize women

« on: February 23, 2021, 12:44:43 AM »

So I am just gonna own up to this. With all my P viewing and fantasizing I did become the kind of guy that would give beautiful girls a creepy stare do a lot of rubber necking as I undressed them with my eyes. I like to think that most of the time I was subtle about it but even so WTF?  I am sure I probably freaked out a few girls in my time. Uhhhhhhhh can't be that dude anymore. Anyone struggle with this does it get better?

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Porn Addiction / Go screw yourself porn

« on: January 29, 2021, 03:45:16 PM »

Go screw yourself porn, all by yourself with no one watching. You lonely sad sack of crap.

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Ages 30-39 / Done with the shame

« on: January 11, 2021, 02:22:58 PM »

Basically my whole life I have felt shame because of my porn viewing.  This only made it worse, made me search out worse porn simply to confirm my self held bias. Well after reading about the chemical effects porn has on the brain, I have realized that I am just a normal guy fallen prey to a disgusting perversion of something that is completely natural.  I am done with shame. Four days porn free.  Still very wary of my triggers, I now have this site along with my other defenses.  It's way too easy to fall into autopilot.  Last year I had a accountability app that would send everything I viewed on my phone to my wife's phone.  While this was a great way to start I know it is not a lasting solution. Porn is everywhere, I have to root it out of my heart.  So now I am free from the app, free to look at whatever I want, and it feels so great when you can succeed in private.  Self discipline, self esteem, self awareness. These will be  the building blocks of my future. KL