Grappler88
Member
I have been PMO free for 44 days and 10 days on my no MO. I am so irritable and short with people it is driving me crazy.I look at women and have no feeling towards them,and am now visualizing sexual things with men to get me aroused.Is this me coming out of the closet,or my mind torturing me.I have OCD,had it my whole life ( if that has any merit). My conversations are quick and to be honest short tempered and cavalier. My mind is so blank and turned off by porn and it is killing me that I have thought of several hundreds of women when I masturbated,never looked or lusted after male school mates in high school,and now I look at women with a blank slate.What is going on with me??? Please help