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**Accountability Partner Requests**

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I am also looking for accountability.

My name is Mark. 41, married, 2 daughters and a Christian. What I desire is accountability that has a Godly component to it.

Let me know if this is something you think could work. If not, I understand.

Take care,


I think I may be in the same boat as you.  I'm 66, married for 43 years but separated for 16 months, and I've been addicted to porn for 40 years or so.  I wonder if I'm bisexual.   I was molested by a boy teenager when I was about 12 for a whole summer.  We jerked each other off probably once a week for 3 months or so.  Then, at about age 40, I somehow hooked up with a 55 male colleague from work, and we did the same on our lunch hours for a couple of years off and on.  Other than that, I've been hetrosexual and regrettably, even cheated on my wife with females.  That is, until the last couple of years when I picked up the pace on hardcore porn and went from one extreme to the next and now I'm hooked on gay porn.  I am now 6 months without any porn or porn subs and I'm 44 days with no PMO, but it's really hard.  I struggle every day.  My goal is to go hard mode for 90 days and see if I'm cured.  How are you doing?

Hello. I'm turning 45 this year and I need an accountability partner. I have been into porn as far as I can remember. I was raped by a stranger when I was 15 and it went downhill from there. I made my own porn through art for years and it led to me contacting people men and women online. I never met anyone to have sex but love pretending I would. I joined up on a escort verification site to chat with escorts several years ago and that was the final straw. My wife deserves better. IU deserve better. I purged all my porn a week before xmas and have not looked at it since. I deleted my email accounts associated with my online porn/chat habits as well. I feel like a disgusting slimebal for all the years I used porn to escape. I cannot do this anymore. I have been i n a state of arrested development for 30 years. I want to stop all of this before It gets too far. I've never physically cheated on my wife--only  emotionally. This has come up in the past several times so I'm lucky to still be married. I love her. She is a GREAT woman. I need help. I'm scared of losing her and my life I have taken for granted. This is new to me so sorry if I posted in the wrong area.

Hi. I am a 41 year old single male looking for an accountability partner. Been watching porn since I was 12 years old got myself into the high speed Internet the last few years were I got severe pied. Been off porn now for a year and seen little in progress. Very knowledgeable with many of the problems we have been reading and watching a lot of videos on this stuff. Maybe I could give you a hand to bring you into a new step in your life. Please message back. Not sure how you supposed to message people here.


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