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ACCOUNTABILITY PARTNER FOR BLOCKERX
« on: January 03, 2021, 05:39:31 PM »
This is my first day here. My first goal is to be away from those porn for 100 days which I have never archieved before. After hundred times of failure I feel so disappointed. Today I found an useful porn block software BlockerX, guys I need your support here, does anybody also use this software? We could be accountablelity partner and support each other!

I'll post my journey to 100days here, today is my first day! Wish myself good luck!

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« Reply #1 on: January 04, 2021, 10:37:42 AM »
I haven't used that particular application but I use Covenant Eyes. I wasn't too happy about the fact that I had to pay for a somewhat pricy subscription (P.S. they give you military discounts if you email them) but it well worth every penny! I'm a huge tech nerd so finding work arounds in most porn blockers is fairly easy for me. I have yet to find anything that works to get around this blocker.

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« Reply #2 on: January 05, 2021, 04:29:43 PM »
Hey there guys, this is also my first day here and I have a porn problem that I need it gone, my wife and kids left me because of it and I need to get this thing away from me so I can get them back.  I had to move out Sunday and I have not had any urges to look at porn or even think about it.  Please I need help. 

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« Reply #3 on: January 05, 2021, 11:47:25 PM »
I haven't used that particular application but I use Covenant Eyes. I wasn't too happy about the fact that I had to pay for a somewhat pricy subscription (P.S. they give you military discounts if you email them) but it well worth every penny! I'm a huge tech nerd so finding work arounds in most porn blockers is fairly easy for me. I have yet to find anything that works to get around this blocker.

Hey Santa, thanks for the response, I didn’t expect I would really get a reply here, I’ll also try Covenant eye as you said, BlockerX also needs be paid for subscription, to be honest there are many bugs in the software but it is still a good one to block porn in general, bro hope your reboot work out fine, take care

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« Reply #4 on: January 05, 2021, 11:57:46 PM »
Hey there guys, this is also my first day here and I have a porn problem that I need it gone, my wife and kids left me because of it and I need to get this thing away from me so I can get them back.  I had to move out Sunday and I have not had any urges to look at porn or even think about it.  Please I need help.

Keep going dude! It’s also my first time in this forum, today is my third day to be honest I have some urge, but seeing you guys makes myself feeling stronger, keep going not giving up! I suggest you also try some software to change the internet environment, once you start watching porn it would be already too late, I have failed 100 times, no exaggeration! Hope get to day 100! Hey today is day3!

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« Reply #5 on: January 06, 2021, 08:48:32 AM »
Hey there pengyty121. Stay strong we will keep each other accountable, I have being cleaned for five days, just don’t focus on what you can’t have focus on other things, I am watching a lot of cedidos at reboot nation on YouTube and NoahBEChurvh also. I m Getting a new perspective on all of this and I can see where the triggers are in my life. Now I will focus on what I will lose if I do it again. That will be my wife, kids and family.  It’s being a struggle but she is willing right now to keep in touch, she is still very hurt and it will be a while before I can hug here and say I love you. But I will
Became a better man than I have ever being.  I am a true believer of Jesus no I know with him I can do all things.  Let’s stay in touch I will check here during the day when I am off work when I work I will check in the morning and at night .  Take care.

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« Reply #6 on: January 07, 2021, 12:04:23 AM »
I haven't used that particular application but I use Covenant Eyes. I wasn't too happy about the fact that I had to pay for a somewhat pricy subscription (P.S. they give you military discounts if you email them) but it well worth every penny! I'm a huge tech nerd so finding work arounds in most porn blockers is fairly easy for me. I have yet to find anything that works to get around this blocker.

Hey Santa, thanks for the response, I didn’t expect I would really get a reply here, I’ll also try Covenant eye as you said, BlockerX also needs be paid for subscription, to be honest there are many bugs in the software but it is still a good one to block porn in general, bro hope your reboot work out fine, take care
Yeah you have to pay but there are benefits to it as well. Good luck on your goals mate.

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« Reply #7 on: January 07, 2021, 05:43:51 AM »
today is day 4! have had a 10km run! keep going!

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« Reply #8 on: January 07, 2021, 08:09:28 AM »
Hey there pengyty121. Stay strong we will keep each other accountable, I have being cleaned for five days, just don’t focus on what you can’t have focus on other things, I am watching a lot of cedidos at reboot nation on YouTube and NoahBEChurvh also. I m Getting a new perspective on all of this and I can see where the triggers are in my life. Now I will focus on what I will lose if I do it again. That will be my wife, kids and family.  It’s being a struggle but she is willing right now to keep in touch, she is still very hurt and it will be a while before I can hug here and say I love you. But I will
Became a better man than I have ever being.  I am a true believer of Jesus no I know with him I can do all things.  Let’s stay in touch I will check here during the day when I am off work when I work I will check in the morning and at night .  Take care.

mate you are right, we need to hold on and not give up, but also need to learn as you do, keep going! knowledge is power, knowing how porn addiction work will definitely help us to realize what situation we are in. I think the first 20 or 30 days will be tough, after 30 days, withdrawal symptoms may also kill us, its like playing a video game, any mistakes in day n will turn you back to day 1, and there is no mid-area between quit porn and not quit porn, it is a yes or no question. There will always be a whisper in our ears to persuade us to watch some porn, even some soft porn, to relapse, but we MUST NOT turn back, there is no way back, the only way to get ride of porn addiction is to cut it off entirely, only with willpower is not enough, use the knowledge this forum provides us, use tools like blockerX to change the environment to keep us away from porn, keep learning and don't give up!

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« Reply #9 on: January 07, 2021, 01:11:36 PM »
On top of all the crazy emotions I am going through, The company iWork for gave the the lay off today do to lack of work. I am sick of today I just want it to end

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« Reply #10 on: January 08, 2021, 06:54:39 AM »
Day 5! Keep going! Actually have some urge... need to learn more in the forum ...

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« Reply #11 on: January 08, 2021, 07:01:12 AM »
Stay strong keep your mind busy with other things, you can do it

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« Reply #12 on: January 09, 2021, 01:43:07 AM »
A new day! day 6! feels good!!!

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« Reply #13 on: January 09, 2021, 07:02:51 AM »
Day 7 let’s keep going

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« Reply #14 on: January 09, 2021, 10:07:56 PM »
Day 7, I've been thinking about porn all night long... it is really hard. But this is just one way or the other, my brain continued to tell me that I can search some porn and have a new start... but my sanity told me I must not relapse because even if I start again I would come to this hard stage anyway, it is like a checkpoint in a video game, the only way to pass it is to get through every round including this one, the only way to get to day 100 is get thrught day 7 as well, I need help... I need to learn more at the forum, thank god I have you guys here...

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« Reply #15 on: January 09, 2021, 11:32:42 PM »
I cannot stay in front of the computer anymore.... can not help to do some internet research..... fk me, I'm going out for a run

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« Reply #16 on: January 10, 2021, 12:42:44 AM »
fuk I'm done... I just dont know how to do this.. I relapse just now... need to restart from day 1...

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« Reply #17 on: January 10, 2021, 12:42:59 AM »
done...

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« Reply #18 on: January 10, 2021, 05:40:07 AM »
I am really sorry for what happened, yes it is harder to be liking at the computer looking for solutions on how to stop looking at porn when you don’t want to think about it.  It’s has being 8 days for me
Now and I will keep going. Try and try again now you have more knowledge about it all, you can do it

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« Reply #19 on: January 10, 2021, 12:01:26 PM »
Hey there Hgdo78, thank you, I've also seen some of your replies under other topics, keep going bro! you can win your family back! I should learn from you to be more active.

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« Reply #20 on: January 10, 2021, 12:12:48 PM »
Hey pengyty

stay strong there dont give in, the simplest things can help you get through, I am going through something i could have never imagen it in my life.  I am a God Believer and I do believe that bad things happens to good people and bad people, but what matters is who is on your side when you are down, I have God, Jesus, and family.  I was very lonely a few days back but i am getting stronger each day, because i will not let porn destroy 20 years of marriage.  my wife and I worked hard at it and we had some ups and downs which is normal in any relationship.   sso lets keep each other going, I have set up so when some one respond i know right away, if you need to chat we can figure how to do it and help each other.  but you need to put the work on it, don't do things or be around things that will make you do porn, my things has always being women, specially when i can see there thongs or even the shape of it. that always put me over the edge.  than it was straight to the bathroom and porn.  now when I see a sexy women i try to keep my mind busy with what i have being going through and what will the consequences of me going back to that again, and that is helping me.  i am working on getting books to read more about it also.  keep in touch

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« Reply #21 on: January 11, 2021, 01:39:48 AM »
Hey Hgdo,

thank you. Reading your post gives me lots of energy, I felt like to relapse again, but you are right, today is a new day, I will and must not give in. Have a nice day bro.

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« Reply #22 on: January 11, 2021, 06:09:42 AM »
Pengyty

Don’t let the feeling take over your mind, we need to rewrite our Brian’s to understand that we don’t need porn. Don’t tell your self you can’t go look at just think as I choose not to look at it because it will damage my life. Start with that. Take care

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« Reply #23 on: January 11, 2021, 03:14:59 PM »
Hey there guys still here 9 days and going strong dealing with emotions  about leaving my family but nothing with porn I have no need for that junk any more

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« Reply #24 on: January 12, 2021, 05:55:58 AM »
Day 2 again start from scratch, I am looking for more efficient technologies to block porn content on my computer entirely