HI
I am 27 years old. I am watching porn to masturbate once or sometimes twice a week. I started watching porn when I was 19 and masturbating from when I was 15. I have developed a pattern to masturbate after 5 days. I have tried many times to not masturbate for 90 days at least but after 5 days I started feeling sensation on the tip of penis and thought like watch just for once just some nude pics automatically starts coming to my mind.
Being a software developer I got ease access to porn and I forget every other things. The work related stress and problem in family, loneliness, feeling bored and having not girlfriend triggers me to watch porn. I used to masturbate sometimes 3-4 times in a day 3-4 years back but now only doing once in a week I start feeling tired.
My morning erection is not as harder as it used to be and sometimes I don't even have morning erection. The porn has badly affected my life. I missed many chances to have real girlfriends due to this addiction. This addiction forced me to stay away from real girls and remain satisfy with the virtual world.
I am now going to do a final try and this time I am going to make it. I will start learning music or socializing with new people or temporary not work on computer for 1 month or do what ever takes to fill my day.
I have lost alot of time and business due to this addiction.
Guys please pray for me
I am 27 years old. I am watching porn to masturbate once or sometimes twice a week. I started watching porn when I was 19 and masturbating from when I was 15. I have developed a pattern to masturbate after 5 days. I have tried many times to not masturbate for 90 days at least but after 5 days I started feeling sensation on the tip of penis and thought like watch just for once just some nude pics automatically starts coming to my mind.
Being a software developer I got ease access to porn and I forget every other things. The work related stress and problem in family, loneliness, feeling bored and having not girlfriend triggers me to watch porn. I used to masturbate sometimes 3-4 times in a day 3-4 years back but now only doing once in a week I start feeling tired.
My morning erection is not as harder as it used to be and sometimes I don't even have morning erection. The porn has badly affected my life. I missed many chances to have real girlfriends due to this addiction. This addiction forced me to stay away from real girls and remain satisfy with the virtual world.
I am now going to do a final try and this time I am going to make it. I will start learning music or socializing with new people or temporary not work on computer for 1 month or do what ever takes to fill my day.
I have lost alot of time and business due to this addiction.
Guys please pray for me