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Ages 20-29 / A Knight who want to defeat the Devil within
« on: October 06, 2017, 01:24:40 AM »
So this is my reboot version 2. I can't find my old post btw sorry. 8 years of slavery from PMO is really a bad experience, not just for me but for all of us. Today is the Day 0. It's time to defeat the monsters that are inside in our soul. This is really a rough and hard journey. No PMO is just 25% of our training but the 75% will be gain for our hardwork, sacrifice and determination. I already lost everything, now this journey is not about rebooting, but it is also about finding the reason and meaning of life and what are we standing for. Time to have Courage. There is fear but I'm willing to die!!! Let the journey begin.

Porn Addiction / What you see is it harmful?
« on: October 06, 2017, 01:15:03 AM »
I'm now at a reboot for a few months now. Is looking at a woman's chest is harmful for our reboot? Because sometimes if you can't control it, it can lead to fantasizing. And what should we do to stop thinking about their chest or looking it. I know this is rude but I think this is important to be answered. Women are not things but our lizard caveman brain is easily tempted especially the demon's insides us really want it. How to stop and prevent this cancer in our mind?

Hello, I am now 20 years old,a fellow victim of PMO slavery. Chained by this addiction in almost 8 years. I don't want to quit for the sake of others and due to the consequences of my mistakes BUT because I want to change my life, my lifestyle, my freaking whole soul. I started PMO when I am in my elementary years when my classmates and schoolmates watching P and I totally hooked. I become a numb, I lost interest in all things. I always think about myself only. I let my studies fall, my life fall and myself fall now I'm totally broke as hell. I'd post a topic in TEEN section because I made a mistake, the biggest mistake of my whole life. Because of PMO I always crave to have a CS, now I got a shamed and my life become totally Miserable. The effects of PMO really made me a negative person, and I already lost my last hope. I know I can't change the past but I'll shouldn't let my past ruin my future. Now this is the time to change my life, my lifestyle and my soul. I know this journey is not easy as cake but it doesn't have a finish line, it's all about how long can we take to achieve our goal, to become a PMO free. Let the struggle begins!

Teens / Regrets in life
« on: June 05, 2017, 09:40:54 PM »
Hello, this is my first time to make a journal. I'm from ph and now 19 years old. I'd been in PMO by the age of 12. I fap daily. I'm a prisoner of this addiction for 7 years. My goal is to stop this chain but I always relapse. My conscience, mental and spiritual strength become weak. I became more selfish, no interest in things and cold hearted. I always talk naughty in social network sites or dating sites. I remember that I always do sexual assault my ex gf thats why i dont want to find a girl anymore to become my gf. I tried to reboot but it just for 3 weeks and I notice some good effects but I always relapse and start over again. Yesterday was my worst mistake ever. I got so much tempted that a girl and I make a cybersex. But the worst was she record it. What a shame of my life and my integrity. I don't know if I can change my life and live with all of my regrets. I'm so depressed. Feel so unworthy. Sorry for my bad english. I hope you can help me. THANKS!

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