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I want to live a celibate life till my last breath....

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Raja_Natwarlal99:
    Hi i am 22 years old i am from india I was addicted to watching porn at the age of 13, after which my life completely deteriorated. I failed all aspects in my life, my girlfriend dumped me, my career went haywire, my brain was corrupted by all these images and anxiety problems. In 2017 I knew I had a porn addiction problem and I also watched Gary Wilson's TED Talk and I knew about the reboot nation with his help, I made a short streak, my long streak was 36 days after that I relapsed and still I am not recovered. Yesterday i watched porn and masturbated but i didn't want to do that my subconscious mind always said don't do this it will destroy you. I have decided to live a celibate life till my last breath. I wanna be ok i wanna change i wanna improve my life.

         It's day 1 and today i'm going to change my life :)

Popcorn:
Trust the process mate, good luck.
Keep strong.

[email protected]:
Hi

Question, what happened for you to break a 36 day streak. You had really pushed yourself bro.

Raja_Natwarlal99:
  Yesterday I had an intense urge to watch porn but I handled it calmly. It's Day 2 and I'm on the first step of this long journey.

Raja_Natwarlal99:

--- Quote from: [email protected] on January 31, 2021, 10:01:47 AM ---Hi

Question, what happened for you to break a 36 day streak. You had really pushed yourself bro.

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   The flatline hit me and I again got into this addiction cycle. I don't know how 3-4 years passed with this addiction. If anyone is reading it between the ages of 13-19 then listen carefully do not watch porn again get rid of this addiction as soon as possible this addiction is like a drug addiction. This will make you weak inside as well as outside.

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