jammynofap
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I'm 18 years old, Jamaican, skinny, light skin and tall and some girls say I'm handsome. I'm currently Single. I try to have sex but I fail. She say I have a big penis. . Today April 29,2014. Is 41 days since no porn, masturbation and orgasm. . I started to watch porn in grade 7, the first day I orgasm it felt so good and things continue for 4 or 5 years. I am still a virgin . I really hate this ED. I want to look at ladies and get a erection, talk to them and get a erection, look at them and even hug them. . I am hope that I can get over this. I began running( physical exercise) to get a bit of fitness. I hope by 60 days to have a big improvement. I suffer from social anxiety. I sweat like hell when I get 'nervous' or something trigger it off. I have no fare to have sex. No performance anxiety.
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Day 42. How I got started. I started on a magazine I found in my house, not sure what age I was. Then I continued with some yahoo images. I never fap during that time. The first day I O. I was watching P while my Mother and Father in the kitchen. I got up from the living room and when to the bathroom, close the door start to M and the I O. It was one of the best feeling in life. Everything started then. I always M to P and girls, teachers and any other women I found interested. The way I used to M was just rubbing my penis in my pants and it was filled with thick teenage cum. Then I moved up to the toilet seat, dry as the desert. I shed skin it was painful at times but I enjoy the O. I then move to the shower with soap or shampoo. 'Those were the days' to be honest I enjoyed it but, it has ruin my life. More on my next post. Want to keep it short
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FLAT LINE - Today May 01,2014. I am now experiencing flatlining. Its really shameful for a 18 year old. I feel nothing trust me this is really bad. Anyone read this please quit PMO. Porn is nothing just me. Even though I'm a virgin (only because of PIED). Porn has made me do some crazy things. Flat line is the worst part, because you already know you have PIED. Many guys this age are busy with the real thing. It is made for everyone.
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I have relapsed, I watch porn on June 8, 2014, and I also masturbated without the use of porn. I feel bad about it, My EQ has drop (relationship problems) My Sperm quality is much better. I want to see a doctor though, my parents are unaware of this all. My best friend/ girl friend has said some bad shit about it. Help someone please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Day 42. How I got started. I started on a magazine I found in my house, not sure what age I was. Then I continued with some yahoo images. I never fap during that time. The first day I O. I was watching P while my Mother and Father in the kitchen. I got up from the living room and when to the bathroom, close the door start to M and the I O. It was one of the best feeling in life. Everything started then. I always M to P and girls, teachers and any other women I found interested. The way I used to M was just rubbing my penis in my pants and it was filled with thick teenage cum. Then I moved up to the toilet seat, dry as the desert. I shed skin it was painful at times but I enjoy the O. I then move to the shower with soap or shampoo. 'Those were the days' to be honest I enjoyed it but, it has ruin my life. More on my next post. Want to keep it short
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FLAT LINE - Today May 01,2014. I am now experiencing flatlining. Its really shameful for a 18 year old. I feel nothing trust me this is really bad. Anyone read this please quit PMO. Porn is nothing just me. Even though I'm a virgin (only because of PIED). Porn has made me do some crazy things. Flat line is the worst part, because you already know you have PIED. Many guys this age are busy with the real thing. It is made for everyone.
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I have relapsed, I watch porn on June 8, 2014, and I also masturbated without the use of porn. I feel bad about it, My EQ has drop (relationship problems) My Sperm quality is much better. I want to see a doctor though, my parents are unaware of this all. My best friend/ girl friend has said some bad shit about it. Help someone please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!