My life : a responsibility

I hereby take responsibilty of my life. I accept that as I have done wrongs stuff in my life and I forgive myself because i am a human, curious by nature I alwats try to get involved into new things.But now since I know what I did was wrong I wont let this "utter desire" to overcome my willpower. Because I am the creator of my life and I will win!

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But now since I know what I did was wrong I wont let this "utter desire" to overcome my willpower

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Glad to have you here man. Keep up the great attitude. All of us need to take responsibility for our actions, and now that we know how to fix ourselves it is up to us to do so and avoid porn.

Would you mind telling us more about your story or anything else you would like to share so the forum can get to know you and provide any help that you need. Plus everything we share lets others who are lurking have something to relate to, and may end up helping more than just us.

Welcome to the Nation

thats encouraging Mr Deem....thanks! i believe by sharing my problems and difficulties I am having regarding porn might help me as well as others too to lead a better life...

My story :
I am a guy from India. and will be 20 this foming august! I came over pornographic video for the first time at the mere age of 12! at first it was a disgusting feeling. As time passed by my classmates used to talk about this sex and porn stuff. When I was 14, I came to know what 'fuck' means :'( How innocent my life was at that time...then I moved on to Chandigarh as my father whos serving in the Army was posted here. On 31th december 2010...for the first time I fapped!!! (in the bathroom of course) I was lil curious. then I combined this arousal experiment with the magazines' HOT MODELS...and then went to bathroom...it began with the magazines...them newspapers....then TV...then my smartphone that made "porn stuff' very handy! Since past two years I have realised that I am getting stuck in a big trouble!! M not wat i used to be. my point of view to see has "changed" !!! I feel disgusting....How the hell can I think so....????? My life is getting complicated day by day.....I make promises to myself not to watch porn, & then I break them...! that shatters my confidence...my belief in myself. I am scared...whether I can handle my life or not...Can I live my life....because sometimes I feel like someone else is in me...something else is controlling me...and you no....I broke that promise again!
I am weaker than yesterday....AGAIN!

yusss! its my 2nd day. I havent encountered any porn urge till now i m feeli.g soo positive and amhappy with myself! YaY!!

YaaY !! 6th day
i m sooo hqppy with myself.
lifes so beautiful