!!!!90 Days No PMO!!!!

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OneLifeForm

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This is certainly a miraculous thing.

It feels as if it has been such a long time in some ways.

So much has changed, namely my devotion to my spiritual discipline and the lessening of my fears.

Almost all of the 90 days was done "hard mode".

I have no desires to ever use P again.

That is the main essence that I am trying to develop through associating with this website/forum.

The knowledge I gained from this site brought me that extra little bit of insight I needed to swear off P for good.

As I described in my journal, I have not suffered from PIED or other of the more serious side effects of P addiction but what I did experience was total discomfort with it all.

P is socially accepted, almost everyone does it, which is one reason why I never was able to fully rid myself of it.

This practice becomes easier with the insight gained from learning about and contemplating one's own experience. Surrender becomes a spontaneous thing I feel once the proper conditions have come together.


All that I really know is that my way doesn't work and that someone elses way does and today I'm going to try that way to the best of my ability.
 
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