14 day report.

I know it seems funny, to post a 14 day report, but for me it's great progress because for the last 7 months I couldn't go over 5 days.
A little background
I'm 16, started fapping at 9 to real girls at about 11 I progressed to nude pictures, then at 13 to high speed porn, and at the end at the age of 15 some sick porn. I have ED, I've been to 40 days twice in the begging and been relapsing ever since, but not anymore. Why? What did I do diffrent this time?

I took Gabe Deem's advice to move my computer, since I live only with my mom, there is really no "public" place of the home.. So I took it to my aunt. (Desperate times call for desperate messures) and since then I had 0 urges to view porn, not even once. Because I always used to PMO at the same place on that same computer. And on my phone I installed a filter and threw away the password. I also started reading and eating better, I'm going to the gym 4-5 times a week for over a year now, I got the "fortify" program. It actually has some great advice and if you're under 20 it's free!
Also one more motivating fact is that i have a new girlfriend, I don't want to relapse because of her. I didn't tell her about my problem yet.
As for the benefits I expirienced
Morning wood is back! Its pathetic but it's here
My memory is definetly better and I have more energy
Not bad for 14 days eh?
I will write a new report on day 45!

EDIT: I'm also expiriencing some depression because I don't know how long will it take me to recover, but nothing too extreme. Atleast I'm not relapsing ever again.

Of course you'll get better, why wouldnt you??

I'm also expiriencing some depression because I don't know how long will it take me to recover, but nothing too extreme. Atleast I'm not relapsing ever again.

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I experienced the same thing earlier in the reboot, not knowing how long it will take is pretty tough at first but one huge advantage you have is having a partner to rewire with. The thing that encouraged me through the reboot were the improvements i saw along the way, the fact that i'm not yet rewired isn't such a big deal when my depression, anxiety and brain fog have all been significantly improved. So try to enjoy life during the reboot and great things will happen soon.

Both of you guys are making the right choice.  I am sure you will be entering a world full of dudes who can't get it up yet yoh will be the strong exception so please make us old timers proud.  While I wouldn't say I regret not sleeping with as many women as I had the chance to do so in my older age I do wish I had taken more liberties with those who were giving it away.