1 month clean

It's being hard, not only because of the PMO urges but also for the emotional breakdowns... It seems that all the feelings that were numbed by PMO are now invading every piece of my heart and soul, and sometimes it's almost unbearable...
I'm crying a lot over all the things I've lost, and I'm afraid about the future too (I'm moving soon so that brings even more stress).
Yesterday I said goodbye to a woman I was starting to feel attached to, and I'm so sad now... But despite all this, I will stay strong as I know is my only chance to get a real and fulfilling life. There's no turning back.
Good luck to everyone,  this forum has made me feel that I'm not alone in this. Be brave.
 
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