Hi all,
It's been 4 years since I have stopped PMO. I no longer have any urge to watch porn. The compulsion has gone.
But I would like to mention that I do not consider myself to be rebooted Or having got sensitivity back.
I have finally found that to get satisfaction in life, you have to complete your daily life chores. (Common sense or knowledge to any normal human being)
But that peace of mind is still not there. But one thing is still left. Real-life connection or actual sex. Do you think that I should indulge in sex asap to complete my reboot process?
I really hate myself when I see people laugh and I can't because my mind is too numb to enjoy anything.
I sometimes get spikes of joy when I just complete a couple of pending tasks. (This is how I learned I have still not been rebooted, as I was thinking that not having porn cravings was enough to get rebooted. I need to do normal life things that give me happiness)
Long explanation short, [size=14pt]Do you think that having sex is really important to get rebooted? to get normal sensitivity back?[/size]
I am asking cause I don't think I am going to make fast progress by just doing daily activities on time and exercising or any other activities mentioned by Gabe deem.
It's been 4 years since I have stopped PMO. I no longer have any urge to watch porn. The compulsion has gone.
But I would like to mention that I do not consider myself to be rebooted Or having got sensitivity back.
I have finally found that to get satisfaction in life, you have to complete your daily life chores. (Common sense or knowledge to any normal human being)
But that peace of mind is still not there. But one thing is still left. Real-life connection or actual sex. Do you think that I should indulge in sex asap to complete my reboot process?
I really hate myself when I see people laugh and I can't because my mind is too numb to enjoy anything.
I sometimes get spikes of joy when I just complete a couple of pending tasks. (This is how I learned I have still not been rebooted, as I was thinking that not having porn cravings was enough to get rebooted. I need to do normal life things that give me happiness)
Long explanation short, [size=14pt]Do you think that having sex is really important to get rebooted? to get normal sensitivity back?[/size]
I am asking cause I don't think I am going to make fast progress by just doing daily activities on time and exercising or any other activities mentioned by Gabe deem.