jonnymortal
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I started rebooting from very extreme porn(gang bangs, beastiality ,incest) in 2013. I had improved to the extent that I got a girlfriend but I still hadn't completely rebooted, I performed very poorly. what occurred is that I was in the process of reducing my porn use but still had relapses though less often than previously. the girlfriend found out what I was looking at online and became extremely disgusted with me(I never explained to her that I was in recovery from porn addiction). instead of her confronting me she decided to share what I was looking at with her friends. unfortunately I was unaware that her friends were some very dangerous drug dealers. these people decided that they were going to teach me a lesson for being a pervert and slipped a batch of contaminated meth into my food. I never saw her again after this incident and have had some serious health issues ever since. she has a network of gang members keeping track of me in order that I don't try to retaliate against her or her family. I'm sure this isn't the first time they've slipped someone a bad batch of meth, so as far as I can tell they're just going to keep an eye on me until I die (which probably isn't far off). I went to the doctor but he wasn't very helpful (they just don't know everything).
Oh well I have learned to cope with whatever impairment awaits me in the future. I just wanted to express how urgent it is that people start becoming aware of the negative impacts internet pornography has on teens and young adults. There is a lot of misconception regarding pornography addiction and its consequences. I just wish this information on rebooting had been made available to me when I was younger, It would have saved my life.
Oh well I have learned to cope with whatever impairment awaits me in the future. I just wanted to express how urgent it is that people start becoming aware of the negative impacts internet pornography has on teens and young adults. There is a lot of misconception regarding pornography addiction and its consequences. I just wish this information on rebooting had been made available to me when I was younger, It would have saved my life.