notacornflake
Member
I've been trying to quit P for many years now. I have always lurked on all kinds of forums like these, but have never posted until today.
I'm 24 years old, and I want to be done with P for good. I started to M at a very young age (12/13) and started watching P at a very young age (13/14). So P has always been a part of my life. Over the years I have always gone through phases of consistently trying ( and succeeding) for months at a time, and then allowing my brain to trick me by listening to the stupid little voice that says "you can treat yourself to watch just one video, you're not addicted anymore !" And then i fall right into my old ways.
I have a lot of free time by myself at home due to the nature of my job schedule, (24 hours on, 72 off) and i find it hard to beat the cravings during the daytime especially in the morning. I don't have many hobbies that I am into at the moment, and its a hard time to find new hobbies due to the pandemic.
I have a long term GF I have been with for 5 years, and over all the years I've always had erection problems. It is always unreliable, Always struggling to get it up, always struggle to keep it up, always afraid to lose it. It has negatively affected my sex life with her and I need to do better. I have always kept it a secret from her, (she doesn't watch it because she thinks its gross and weird, shes right.)
My goal is to stop watching P, and have a healthy sex life. I know I am capable of doing it. All I need to do is beat the stupid little voice.
If and when I hear the little voice, I am going to do something that puts me in a position where I can't watch P. Go out for a walk/run, go for a drive, go to the gym, do pushups, play a video game that i cant pause.
DAY 1
Lets do it
I'm 24 years old, and I want to be done with P for good. I started to M at a very young age (12/13) and started watching P at a very young age (13/14). So P has always been a part of my life. Over the years I have always gone through phases of consistently trying ( and succeeding) for months at a time, and then allowing my brain to trick me by listening to the stupid little voice that says "you can treat yourself to watch just one video, you're not addicted anymore !" And then i fall right into my old ways.
I have a lot of free time by myself at home due to the nature of my job schedule, (24 hours on, 72 off) and i find it hard to beat the cravings during the daytime especially in the morning. I don't have many hobbies that I am into at the moment, and its a hard time to find new hobbies due to the pandemic.
I have a long term GF I have been with for 5 years, and over all the years I've always had erection problems. It is always unreliable, Always struggling to get it up, always struggle to keep it up, always afraid to lose it. It has negatively affected my sex life with her and I need to do better. I have always kept it a secret from her, (she doesn't watch it because she thinks its gross and weird, shes right.)
My goal is to stop watching P, and have a healthy sex life. I know I am capable of doing it. All I need to do is beat the stupid little voice.
If and when I hear the little voice, I am going to do something that puts me in a position where I can't watch P. Go out for a walk/run, go for a drive, go to the gym, do pushups, play a video game that i cant pause.
DAY 1
Lets do it