2 hours away from the 50 day mark and just want to reflect a little. This actually isnt my longest streak I actually went 3 months back in 2017 but relapsed and started heavily again. So January 2nd of 2018 I started fresh again I have to say I definitely feel better this time around. Around day 30 I started to feel really good I was having zero anxiety, no depression and I just felt really good about myself and confident, better than Ive felt in years. This lasted for about a week or so before it faded but when it did fade I wasnt feeling depressed or anxious I just felt regular, so this was defintely a good thing. I have actually had zero interest in watching porn and if it even crosss my mind I shut those thoughts down immediately. My morning wood has been on and off but when it is there its rock hard. Ive also in the last 7 days started going no fap as well I'm hoping this will add some additional benefits. This is the first time in all my reeboot attempts I am feeling really good not going back, writing on these forms definteley helps and Ive watched just about every video on youtube about reebotting to help keep me motivated. i really think educating yourself on the situation is crucial for success. All though 50 days is a milestone for me and I have made some progress I still have a ways to go and I'm looking foward to the challenge. Also one last thing, I have a question for you other reebooters, have any of you started having weird flashbacks to random things in your childhood or your life at all? And I dont mean any bad memories but I have noticed that at times I'll just start randomly thinking about things from when I was younger and I'm just like where is this coming from hahah how do I even remember this. I know this random but I was just wondering if anyone else has also experienced this. Anyways 50 days!! looking foward to many more, feel free to hit me with any questions.
Day 50!
- Thread starter 21zo
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Just got back from hanging out with a girl, and I think it was a step in the right direction. We didnt go any further than making out(because her parents were home) and I think I'm seeing the best results I have had in a while. I was no more than 60-75% hard but thats better than nothing. The inly thing that bothered me was that I was crazy horny and I wasnt getting fully hard, this scared me a little because if she wanted to go all the way idk if i would have been able to. Anyone have any advice, should I posibly take a viagra or a xanax(to calm the anxiety) I really dont want to screw this up.