My last relapse

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schuma

Member
Hey guys
It's the first time I sign up for something thats going to help me stop the addiction. I have gone 51 days before but have recently relapsed manny times. I want to make it this time, and want to use this post to keep track of my progress. I want to rid my life of this for several personal reasons that I may or may not discuss in the future.
 
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bossman1224

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Hey keep up the good work I too recently relapsed you dont start back at the beginning.... no you are on a journey its a slip.. a weak moment  but this is a journey but you are that much stronger afterward its a mental thing and it fucking sucks! lol but it takes time hang in there we are in this thing together bro peace and blessings...
 
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schuma

Member
Day 2 and starting to get the proud feeling again. Always after a relapse, I have tons of motivation to start again, but as the days pass I start to forget about the motives and it becomes easier to cap again. This time it will be different, I have this community. Thanks for the great comments, keep up the good work.
 
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schuma

Member
Day 6: doing better, have been feeling a bit tired, no energy but could be due to other factors. Has been easy not to think of porn for the past couple of days, I hope it's stays that way. Have noticed that the urge starts by seeing triggers such as pics of girls in bikini, and from there I want to see something a little more exciting, before I know it I have relapsed. I will try to keep a check on my triggers, Hope it works.
 
Bibbity

Bibbity

Active Member
Hey Shuma!  That's great!! 

You might want to think about starting a journal in the appropriate age section though as this section is for success stories  ;)
 
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schuma

Member
Do any of you experience a tired shitty feeling at around 10 days, had sex yesterday and woke up this morning feeling like crap. Don't know if it's the 10 day mark or the sex from last night.
 
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vitam

Member
I experience a real struggle  between 1-3 weeks.  That is usually when I slip again.  I do read a lot of posts for guys who say it is really hard, but then after 60 days it gets a lot better.  Hopefully it doesn't take that long. 

I honestly think it has more to do with my state of mind.  What is going on in my life.  How proactive I am being about managing the urges.  That sort of thing.
 
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schuma

Member
Today is 14 days for me, today I woke up and navigated on a pornsite for about 5 min and then got out. Almost relapsed but did not. I am proud I was able to control myself, hope I don't have to go throughout that too much, it was tough. It usually happens the day after having sex, it seems that the day after sex, I wake up with an increase in libido and interest for sex, also wake up feeling tired the day after sex with less energy throughout the day.
 
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