Emanresu
Member
Hello. I?m a 41yo married man with an incredible 7yo son. I?ve been with my wife for 18 years, but only married for the past 4. My porn addiction has been present since I was an adolescent, but became much stronger in my 20?s when the internet became more prevalent. With the escalation of of online porn, so did my addiction. I was unfaithful to my wife 2 years ago. We love each other very much and she was willing to work through our relationship. But my porn addiction has still escalated in that time, from Internet porn to pay cam sites. I now realize that the the root of my problem is this addiction. I had very little interest in actual real life intimacy for years. I have massive motivational and productivity problems, both at home and work. I need to bring myself back to a productive, engaged and caring member of my family. My wife knows about the porn use now and is supportive in my attempt to change. This is my first attempt in over 20 years of porn use that I have attempted to stop and I am great full that I have found a supportive community so early on. I am on day 3. This seems harder than I ever expected