Broken

Hi guys. I'm new here and want to change. I'm 50's married. I've been addicted to porn and masturbation since a teen. I'm a victim of sexual abuse at a young age. My other issues are chatrooms, sexting.
I struggle with same sex attraction. I don't have any friends to speak of but I am a nice guy despite my issues. I feel very alone and broken.  I'm having issues with PIED.  I've been porn free for several weeks but I'm still lifeless between my legs.

Welcome to the forum Jonah53, there's a lot of good people here who all share the similar goal of leaving PMO and unwanted sexual behaviours behind!

Hi Jonah.

Don't stress about being lifeless between your legs. I once flatlined for over 100 days. You will recover. Stay strong and avoid all forms of porn.

Welcome to the board!!

Keep pushing the fight. Just keep focusing on the big picture. Don't believe the lie of "just one more time"...the remorse and guilt you will feel will far outweigh the reward of continuing your streak.