Sharing my story - had been watching porn for almost 20 years.

Seji_kok6988

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I watched porn since I was 18, and mastabate at least once per day.  I have both serious flattening and delayed ejaculation issues.  I was feeling pretty helpless - I couldn't maintain erect even with the help of vigara,  I couldn't ejaculate without the help of my hand,  not even raw in my girlfriend womb, and even using my hands it took me a long time. Then, I found your forum.  I haven't mastabate for three months now and been avoiding touching my bottom, and my morning wood comes back slowly.  Although it doesn't last long, but a progress is a progress. At start I had some sleepless nights because mastabate does help me sleep,  now I can sleep without mastabate. I had relapses a couple of times six months ago but this time I feel I'm confident.  In order to make up my mind,  I started to take cold bath and has been doing it for two months.  It's tough.  I went to chiropractor a few times a month to fix my back because i get used to the posture when I mastabate. I ate more beef and less rice, got more sunlight. Also, I've been telling my mind I didn't miss anything.  One thing about porn addiction is that you want to keep updating your browser because something good might come up and you may miss it.  I tell myself I have watched enough porn and the new one will be pretty much the same,  so it's boring. I know everyone is different so my method may not be useful to you.  Last week I feel horny that I haven't had such feeling for a long time.  My girlfriend came and we had sex.  I was able to maintain hard the whole session with vigara and ejaculated inside the condom. I wish I do not need vigara but I feel that I am on the right track. I do not consider myself cured and I kind of cheat (by having sex) during the hard mode. I just want to share with you that as helpless as I'm still could see the light at the end of tunnel.
 
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