Good evening
So I wanna share a story from tonight.
So I was just on my third date with an amazing and good looking young girl, where I escalated to sex. When I was grinding on her with clothes on, I was getting a half erection, but when we both had our clothes off and I was finished fingering her, it wasen't possible for me to get hard and penetrate her. This left me with such shame and sadness because I like this girl so much and I really want to be able to fuck her. I was sexually turned on when I was escalating with clothes on, but it was as if I lost that excitement when we got undressed and were about to have sex.
I have a long and severe porn addiction, which I started when I was 12 years old. I know for a fact it's porn because I can have rock hard erections when looking at porn, but can't when i'm laying naked next to a beautiful girl. I have abstained from porn for roughly 30 days now and plan to continue FOREVER. Porn has fucked with my life and have turned down multiple young and beautiful women because of PIED.
My question is, how long will it take me to reach a state where I can have a NORMAL fucking life? Is there anyone else who have experienced this and felt like a fucking piece of shit like I am right now? Someone give me hope
Mads
So I wanna share a story from tonight.
So I was just on my third date with an amazing and good looking young girl, where I escalated to sex. When I was grinding on her with clothes on, I was getting a half erection, but when we both had our clothes off and I was finished fingering her, it wasen't possible for me to get hard and penetrate her. This left me with such shame and sadness because I like this girl so much and I really want to be able to fuck her. I was sexually turned on when I was escalating with clothes on, but it was as if I lost that excitement when we got undressed and were about to have sex.
I have a long and severe porn addiction, which I started when I was 12 years old. I know for a fact it's porn because I can have rock hard erections when looking at porn, but can't when i'm laying naked next to a beautiful girl. I have abstained from porn for roughly 30 days now and plan to continue FOREVER. Porn has fucked with my life and have turned down multiple young and beautiful women because of PIED.
My question is, how long will it take me to reach a state where I can have a NORMAL fucking life? Is there anyone else who have experienced this and felt like a fucking piece of shit like I am right now? Someone give me hope
Mads