This is my first post about my experience without porn. I am happy to start this experience and I am full of enthusiasm about this moment.
I have been trying to stop any porn for about three years and with many relapses and down moments. I have never found a way to completely leave this habit but I am now confident that eventually, it will work. That's why I have decided to share my experience and maybe interact with other people who are fighting their way back to a no-porn life.
Today, it is my third day without any porn and in reboot mode. I can't tell that it is easy. I think most difficult part is that I have not been at work for the three days and so I am quite tempted to relapse. But I don't do it because I can control it so far and I know that I am motivated to see, feel, the changes in my brain, body and life.
Porn has been a big part of the reasons why all my previous relationships ended. I am quite angry for that but I also understand that there is hope for me to succeed to clean my brain of this addiction and eventually have a good relationship which I will put myself in completely without thinking of porn.
Last time I saw this movie Don Jon, it really rang a bell in my head and I again realised that all my views about a relationship and a partner were wronged because of the mental pictures I had for many years in porn and other rubbish.
It is now more than twenty years that my brains is affected by porn. Too long! I am a little bit scared that it will never go off me.
Yet, I like to challenge myself and I will never let myself go without trying everything I can because I want to be the right me and live a better life, in control, and live a healthy life and relationship.
So let's do it and see what are the good stuff waiting for me
I have been trying to stop any porn for about three years and with many relapses and down moments. I have never found a way to completely leave this habit but I am now confident that eventually, it will work. That's why I have decided to share my experience and maybe interact with other people who are fighting their way back to a no-porn life.
Today, it is my third day without any porn and in reboot mode. I can't tell that it is easy. I think most difficult part is that I have not been at work for the three days and so I am quite tempted to relapse. But I don't do it because I can control it so far and I know that I am motivated to see, feel, the changes in my brain, body and life.
Porn has been a big part of the reasons why all my previous relationships ended. I am quite angry for that but I also understand that there is hope for me to succeed to clean my brain of this addiction and eventually have a good relationship which I will put myself in completely without thinking of porn.
Last time I saw this movie Don Jon, it really rang a bell in my head and I again realised that all my views about a relationship and a partner were wronged because of the mental pictures I had for many years in porn and other rubbish.
It is now more than twenty years that my brains is affected by porn. Too long! I am a little bit scared that it will never go off me.
Yet, I like to challenge myself and I will never let myself go without trying everything I can because I want to be the right me and live a better life, in control, and live a healthy life and relationship.
So let's do it and see what are the good stuff waiting for me