Hi. This is my first post and my first time here.
I was at nofap.com forum but left because a member basically told me what I shouldn't and shouldn't be writing in my own journal.
I left immediately. Why would I want to be in that place after that?
Im hoping this forum might be different.
I found, up until that point, keeping an online journal encouraged me and others who read and responded.
I will read around. Look at the rules and see how it goes.
I am 55
Just finished my 30th year as a public school teacher.
Not retired....yet...i dont know when I will retire
I am a professional musician as well.
Just got hired by Cornell University to do a zoom class in the fall.
What else.
Im here because I am on day 2 nofap
Im here because I've been married for 28 years. I believe i should not have married this woman
Why?
1. We fought constantly and I hurt her feelings all the time in dating.
2. We ended up in counseling during our first year of marriage.
Presenting issue was she didn't feel looved and accepted. I wasnt attracted to her emotionaly or physically and had untreated bipolar2.
We did marriage counseling for at least 12 years. Talked about divorce 100s of times.
Ive gone back and forth through pmo, Ive had ED ...
Fast forward
Just recently ended a 3 year affair with a beautiful Indian woman 15 years younger than me.
Had the most amazing sex Ive ever experienced.
At the 10 month point in the affair my affair partner told me to do nofap. The next day I stopped pmo and has a streak of 159 days.
More later
I was at nofap.com forum but left because a member basically told me what I shouldn't and shouldn't be writing in my own journal.
I left immediately. Why would I want to be in that place after that?
Im hoping this forum might be different.
I found, up until that point, keeping an online journal encouraged me and others who read and responded.
I will read around. Look at the rules and see how it goes.
I am 55
Just finished my 30th year as a public school teacher.
Not retired....yet...i dont know when I will retire
I am a professional musician as well.
Just got hired by Cornell University to do a zoom class in the fall.
What else.
Im here because I am on day 2 nofap
Im here because I've been married for 28 years. I believe i should not have married this woman
Why?
1. We fought constantly and I hurt her feelings all the time in dating.
2. We ended up in counseling during our first year of marriage.
Presenting issue was she didn't feel looved and accepted. I wasnt attracted to her emotionaly or physically and had untreated bipolar2.
We did marriage counseling for at least 12 years. Talked about divorce 100s of times.
Ive gone back and forth through pmo, Ive had ED ...
Fast forward
Just recently ended a 3 year affair with a beautiful Indian woman 15 years younger than me.
Had the most amazing sex Ive ever experienced.
At the 10 month point in the affair my affair partner told me to do nofap. The next day I stopped pmo and has a streak of 159 days.
More later