j7ll7
Member
Hey guys,
I'm on day 183 of my reboot and kind of in and out of the flatline. Last sunday I was really hung over and a porn thought flashed into my mind. It was a really intense thought and it made my whole body tremble. I tried to resist the thought and distract myself but I just couldn't. I could however resist touching myself. But it wasnt enough, this thought just sent me over the moon and I came. I know porn fantasy also counts as porn, cause it uses the same pathways. Would you consider this a relapse.
By the way, I know the process is not lineair and even the strongest of rebooters face (partial)relapses sometimes. So it is not that I feel like I threw all those days away. I'm just curious in what way this effects my reboot.
Kind regards,
Jelle
I'm on day 183 of my reboot and kind of in and out of the flatline. Last sunday I was really hung over and a porn thought flashed into my mind. It was a really intense thought and it made my whole body tremble. I tried to resist the thought and distract myself but I just couldn't. I could however resist touching myself. But it wasnt enough, this thought just sent me over the moon and I came. I know porn fantasy also counts as porn, cause it uses the same pathways. Would you consider this a relapse.
By the way, I know the process is not lineair and even the strongest of rebooters face (partial)relapses sometimes. So it is not that I feel like I threw all those days away. I'm just curious in what way this effects my reboot.
Kind regards,
Jelle