80 days Clean with No PMO

Mantis360

New Member
I'm 29, and there have been some amazing changes since my journey of rebooting. Here's a are several good symptoms that have resulted from
No porn or masterbation.

1. Sex with my wife is better than it has ever been in 8 years of marriage. To explain; I used to do exactly what turned me on with Veiwing porn. Many things I liked to watch my wife would NOT agree to participate in. Such things as, anal sex, fascials, aggressive speech, or the misconception that she should do anything Inwanted her to as what in portrayed in porn. I know longer have that mentality during sex, nor do I have it when not intimate.

2. Orgasm are much more intense than when I was regularly Veiwing porn. When I was active with porn use, ejaculating inside her was not interesting and gave me very little arousal, despite having no issues maintaining an election. I ONLY wanted to ejaculate on her. This of course is a result of what I was conditioned to enjoy with years of porn use. Presently, I enjoy ejaculating inside my wife, rather than on her body,  This is innaty satisfying.

3. My sleep quality has increased a huge amount. Also, It seems as if my carcadian rhytham has been reset. I wake up earlier, and more refreshed. During my porn use, I would go to bed early before my wife and secretly veiw porn before she came to bed. Sometimes, I would wake up before my wife, watch porn and master ate before I left for work.

4. I am more interested in showing acts of love without having sex. Such as, holding hands, cuddling, tender kissing, and verbal compliments. Prior, if my wife attempted to cuddle with me I would feel I was compelled to have sex by a force that was out of my control.

5. I used to think my wife was Inadequate to provide the amount of Sex I needed one. Daily basis. I would want sex so often my wife would get concerned. After no porn, my sex drive is still high but it's more reasonable. Also, because I'm not acting out what I like in porn, my wife is not as sore in her genitalia. During sex I would only be aggressive and of course this can hurt a women. 

6. Depression, anxiety, social abstinence, gas all reversed. I even have notice my concentration has improved, memory has improved, and small things are more enjoyable. Such as waking up early to take a walk before my day starts, giving thanks more often, pleasure from nature and even food.

Don't give up guys you cns do it. An app called " Brain Buddy" on iPhone is a tracker and gives daily motivation and accountability. It has helped me tremendously in addition to self education.
 

workingonit

Active Member
Thanks for the message.  It is very frank and honest to admit these things and  talk about them openly.

Have a great week!
 
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