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johnperkins

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3 months..of rebooting..ups n downs
« on: June 20, 2014, 10:55:33 AM »
Hi guys

I have completed 90 days of my reboot.

A little brief history-

Im 22. Masturbating to porn since 5 years..on a daily basis.
Im a virgin.
But have made out with 2 girls..and i was hard through out.

I slowly started loosing my libido since 2 years.
One day I found even porn didnt arouse me..and I was not abke to get rock hard to porn.

After 60  days-

I was able to make myself hard..a bit closer to rock hard by my hand alone.

I got hard several times..when I saw some sexy chicks.

My morning wood gradually started getting better.

There were some little signs of libido..but boobs didnt arouse me much.

After 60 days I relapsed and masturbated.

That was a mistake. Guess I hit back the flatline.

I still was able to get my penis hard..but not the same as I was able before.

I experienced 3 or 4 spontaneous erections during last 30 dats.
Libido..guess went a bit low.
Morning erections are consistent. Their hardness varies.

In the morning I feel as if im asexual.

What do you have to say on my progress guys?

Do you think masturbation too has effected me? Once in a while I get sever urge to masturbate. I feel as if ill orgasm in flaccid state only.

Guess ill have P.E in future?

Thanks and regards.

Viper

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Re: 3 months..of rebooting..ups n downs
« Reply #1 on: June 21, 2014, 05:04:44 AM »
All the men in here have the urge to jack off.
Even the ones who have completely recovered from PIED.
I don't know if I'm completely recovered but I am able to
have sex again.


But since you haven't had sex before, I can totally understand the
need to beat your meat. Even when I was with lovely women, I
still wanted to beat my meat so it really doesn't matter if you're
a virgin or not. It's a lifestyle. Best bet is to delete and trash all
your porn. Then stay away from your pecker. Easier said than done.
But truth be told, it can be done.

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Re: 3 months..of rebooting..ups n downs
« Reply #2 on: June 21, 2014, 08:58:10 AM »
I think the urge of masturbation should only arise once youre horny and youre getting a urge to do sex.

Its been time since ive had d urge to do sex. I havent felt horny for like 5 months.

But this process is a great one. I have full hope and determination.

7 yeara of damage wont disappear in 3 months.

What do you have to say about my progress?

Thanks

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Re: 3 months..of rebooting..ups n downs
« Reply #3 on: June 21, 2014, 11:23:32 AM »
I am a woman and I get the urge to masturbate too but I wait and it passes.  I can usually have sex with my husband so I simply wait until we are together to release my sexual energy.  If you are single then it does become harder but try and master it and be in control of it.  Don't let the feeling linger by adding sexual thoughts to it.  Is there something that you are trying to distract from with masturbation, a feeling you are trying to quell?  With PIED abstaining for as long as possible is the best course of action for regaining sensitivity and erection health.  Some guys who are single will masturbate to sensation alone every 10 days type of thing.  It won't kill you and will help you in the long run because you will be in control of your sexuality and not the other way around.  Masturbating to sensation alone will also make you a better lover.
In order to rise from its own ashes, a Phoenix first must burn.”
― Octavia E. Butler

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Re: 3 months..of rebooting..ups n downs
« Reply #4 on: June 22, 2014, 03:04:27 AM »
I am very much able to control the  feeling to masturbate.

Now..I have full control over my feelings.

But my libido is very less.

And after I masturbated after 60 days..ive suffered a set back.

I do get varying strength of morning erection.

Havent checked my erection by hand since 25 days.

Will try it after 60 days.

Thanks guys for your help and support.

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Re: 3 months..of rebooting..ups n downs
« Reply #5 on: June 23, 2014, 08:26:35 PM »
If you don't mind me asking, exactly what are you trying to achieve?
I read where you wrote lost of libido but is there someone in
your life that can be a potential lover?

In my opinion, there's nothing really to over analyze.
Just stop masturbating and looking at porn for as long as you can.
Delete any form of porn you have and you're taking a stand.
Make that move-  8)