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femikings

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this feels like a second chance to life
« on: June 19, 2014, 10:45:26 AM »
I have been fantasizing about sex as far back as I can remember, before I was 6yrs of age! I started watching porn at 12 years of age and by 13, I was masturbating. I remember that my erection was already weak by the time I started masturbating. By 22 yrs of age, I couldn't get it up (Dick) again. I didn't know what d problem was, for all I knew was that I had never experienced what natural hard erection was like. At 29 I began using Viagra, still hooked on porn and masturbation. By then I wasn't masturbating without porn. Now am 35, my Dick is soft, small, no morning wood (since I was 20),  although lots of urge to have sex. I started rebooting since 1st of June 2014, but no withdrawal symptoms. Full flatline. I get erect once in a while but not for any sexual resons.
  Am just wondering if my path to recovery is gonna b a long one. My girl sucked ma Dick last night till I ejaculated . She wants sex thereafter but no erection, that's when I explained the challenge and d  whole recovery process to her. We both agreed to No ejaculation for the next 3 months at least.

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Re: this feels like a second chance to life
« Reply #1 on: June 19, 2014, 09:49:59 PM »
You definitely could have reciprocated oral on her until she had an orgasm.  Sex isn't just about penetration.  Most guys cannot get an erection right after having ejaculated so that is normal.  Most guys with PIED cannot get erect enough for blow jobs so you seem to be doing well!
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Re: this feels like a second chance to life
« Reply #2 on: June 20, 2014, 02:37:42 AM »
I think she wanted to find out if something ws wrong because I had avoided sex a while. Well, I told her the truth,  And I will continue to satisfy her orally  until am fully recovered.