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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #125 on: September 13, 2016, 08:47:57 AM »
Celebrating a day of freedom.

Hopefully, I'll have more than 117 days.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #126 on: September 14, 2016, 07:54:38 AM »
Celebrating day 2!

I am really feeling excited.

Like I said, it is so easy to not watch porn when you have the love of your life right by your side. Even though I get up way before her, just having her in the house emboldens me!

In the morning now, I blog, not about rebooting mind you, about things I'm interested in. And what interests me most is the current politically correct culture we live in.
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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #127 on: September 20, 2016, 08:32:38 AM »
Woot, day 8 of freedom. Still going strong!

It was definitely not having my fiancé by my side. There something to be said, having someone to hug and hold when you're going through hell. I'm feeling fantastic today.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #128 on: September 20, 2016, 09:23:28 AM »
Going good!
[pun]A New Hope[end/pun]

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #129 on: September 25, 2016, 07:12:30 AM »
Everything is a bit stressed today, well the last few days. My Fiancé is having panic attacks because she can't fall asleep. She so worried right now.

That in turn keeps me up as well.

My will power is crap right now. I've got a big craving. Fortunately, I came here before I did something stupid.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #130 on: September 25, 2016, 08:50:27 AM »
Hi KC,

Remember that urges pass, bro.

Sorry that your fiancé is having panic attacks. 
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H.A.L.T - Hungry Angry Lonely Tired
Wherever water flows it creates ruts. Where is your mental water flowing?
PMO increases DeltaFosB in your brain, which in turn makes you crave the next PMO even more. DON'T DO IT! Your future self will thank you :)
PMO & excessive MO fux up your Prefrontal Cortex

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #131 on: September 25, 2016, 12:28:30 PM »
Thanks.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #132 on: October 05, 2016, 08:05:41 AM »


I'm working on a blog on Nicole Prause's new study that 'proves' PIED doesn't exist!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #133 on: October 06, 2016, 02:45:03 PM »
I had a bit of a debate with David Ley about Rebooting, and this is how he responded. It shows how dishonest he really is.

https://youtu.be/2rixEHlZnjE

I case you have questions on terminology.

Straw Man argument -

Person A says, I believe in X because of these reasons.
Person B replies by turning X into Y, and starts arguing against Y.

I.e. I say, I'm no longer depressed and suicidal because I stopped watching porn.
He said, that's good for your mindful choice, but do not force it on others. . .

Instead of dealing with my experience, he goes straight to something else. . .

Ad Hominem, to call a person a name, implying they are wrong because of it. I'm wrong because it was a NoFap Bully!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #134 on: October 09, 2016, 08:18:30 AM »
Hey guys.

I just wanted to tell everybody to keep going. It's not just wanting to quit. It's finding your purpose too. We've lived in the porn trap so long, we don't know how to live life.

I know for a fact, porn really doesn't get into my head, unless I'm under a huge amount of stress.

If you get enough sleep, exercise, have a proper diet, and live passionately about something, you never go back. For Dean, he's fighting in the front lines for us rebooters. For me, it's fighting for Men's rights, and how men get dumped upon in society, especially if you're white and 'cis' gendered, and straight. . . Apparently, they're the new source of all evil.

Just find a life you want to live. If it requires you to lose your job, do it. I left my job at that final calll centre to do what I'm doing, and I'm enjoying my life so much more.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #135 on: October 13, 2016, 07:41:55 AM »
Things you never do, don't be someone you are not.

Lately, I've been fighting the battle I found about around 8 years ago. Fighting, I've been like one of those 'edgy' lords on Youtube. Pushing the envelope as far as I can.

Well, that brought me to porn once again, as I was using pictures of 'some sexy ladies' in one of my vids.

You can't play with fire and not expect to be burned.

Don't be anybody but yourself.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #136 on: October 13, 2016, 09:35:13 AM »
KC....glad to see you here.
Never give up. Thanks for staying in the fight against the counterfeit.

NGU

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #137 on: October 13, 2016, 09:09:19 PM »
Thanks, I'm having a small craving right now. Talking about it is helping.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #138 on: October 15, 2016, 08:09:14 AM »
KC, I am sympathetic to your struggle, really I am, but I have noticed that there is a huge difference between the way you are today and how you were in June and July. I encourage you to go back and read your posts when you had momentum...and then pay attention to what you feel when you read your words.

Focus on achieving what you were feeling then, the sense of achievement and victory and potential. And be open to any negative feelings too...regret, disappointment, anger. All of these feelings are important motivators.

I would also encourage you to focus on developing your own internal discipline and strength. When it comes down to it, the first 120 days are more about self-discipline, hard work, relentless resolve and unwavering commitment. The first few months are about drawing a hard line and holding yourself accountable to it, and this is hard because the reason we are in this mess is that we lack self-discipline and personal accountability for our behaviors. To change that takes alot of hard work.

But there are many examples on RN of men who are showing that it can be done.

Find your resolve, hold yourself accountable, do this for yourself first and foremost, don't make it dependent on the presence of a significant other or the circumstances of your day. This is inside you, both the problem and the solution. You have to really want it, and if you do, you will find that you have what it takes to get through all of the challenges of the early stages of reboot.

Be intentional with yourself, make the right decision when the urge hits, praise yourself for making the right decision, at first it is about saying NO to urges, but it should also be about saying YES to the right decision-making and right behavior.

Life is about challenges and our decisions about how to respond.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #139 on: October 18, 2016, 01:44:20 PM »
Thanks balanced.

It was just a small, temporary setback a couple of days ago!
I'm back in control again. I'm just not drawing the line as much as I use too, and allowing some thoughts creep in. I still know I am in control though! The thoughts will always come up, but you can't play with fire and not get burned once and a while. I've been playing with fire too much, because of my arrogance - I felt it couldn't touch me anymore!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #140 on: October 22, 2016, 10:38:09 AM »
Having an amazing morning, compared to yesterday.

With the DDos attack on America, California was hit hard. That made creating a blog yesterday very difficult, because I have a Mac Computer, and my files, by default, are in iCloud servers in California. It's funny, even though it was almost impossible to put up a basic blog, taking about 6 hours, I never had one porn craving. . . With all the frustration, I never wanted to watch porn to relieve stress!

Rebooting is possible guys! Keep strong!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #141 on: October 22, 2016, 09:53:33 PM »
Fuck yeah, 9 days again! I love this!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #142 on: November 03, 2016, 09:48:58 PM »
People are talking about VR porn all the time, and how it could really harm male sexuality. Something came to me, when I thought about it. What about VR dating. We have the technology to create detailed 3d models through pictures, so you have your computer create a detailed model of you, you enter this VR website, meet actual people you talk to, go on some cursory 'dates'/adventures depending on where the website goes, and then met in real life if you really like that person.

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #143 on: November 06, 2016, 02:40:16 PM »
I just want to share that everything is awesome, and I'm loving where I am.

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« Reply #144 on: November 06, 2016, 03:37:54 PM »
Day 2,

You did great KC. A whole day without porn. And meditating first thing in the morning. You choose well. Remember, this is not about being strong. If it were, you'd have 'kicked' this. It is about choices.

You choose to leave the pig pen of pornography, and go home, to your father. And you know your father loved seeing it so much, he saw the very first step you took, and ran to meet you!

Keep going!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #145 on: November 13, 2016, 05:58:53 PM »
Wow, another 30 days porn free. Feeling great. I had some porn cravings, but nothing I could handle this week. Hope everybody is doing great.

 If you want to connect with me on minds.com https://www.minds.com/TheWhiteDnPurpleH. I have all kinds of blogs, political, spiritual, humourous, inspirational, and definitely NoFap/Rebooting stuff.

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« Reply #146 on: November 19, 2016, 02:48:36 PM »
Happy International Men's Days Guys!

With around 70 per cent of people in homeless shelters and 75 per cent of suicides being men in first world nations, lets make sure we take care of each other!

Every single man on this board is amazing, and lets keep on going onward and upward!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #147 on: November 22, 2016, 09:20:30 PM »
Almost 40 Days again.

I have to admit, this feels fantastic! Nothing beats this feeling!

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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #148 on: November 28, 2016, 12:36:58 PM »
Good Monday Morning/evening,


I hope everybody here is having an excellent day. Remember, porn addiction can be beaten. It requires a complete change of your life. You only need to replace the addiction with living life with intent and purpose with passion! Live a life where you can't wait to wake up and work hard on your life's dreams!


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Re: That's it, never again!
« Reply #149 on: December 06, 2016, 09:51:52 PM »
3 days again.