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Wisey

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11 days in!
« on: December 17, 2015, 03:44:45 PM »
Hey guys just wanted to let you know what's been going on. It's currently been 11 days since the last time I pmo'd. Have noticed little change not too much yet. I've gotten MW the past couple of days which makes me happy because I haven't experienced that in a long time. I sometimes have urges to look up p but I always stop myself by doing something productive in the real world and just putting my phone down for about an hour.

Lately I've felt kinda foggy/depressed, not to sure why maybe I'm going into a flatline? Who knows. I just feel like every day is dragging on. It's kind of hard to get out of bed recently when I wake up. I feel like I could sleep in till about 3 every day lol, but I force myself to get up since I have work everyday at 9.

But I'm going to keep going on with this cause I NEED to cure myself of pied, not too sure how long it's going to take. But wish me luck on my journey, it's not been so bad so far, and I can't wait to start seeing improvements

Kidrolly

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Re: 11 days in!
« Reply #1 on: December 17, 2015, 04:03:13 PM »
Keep up the good work! It only gets better from here, and don't get discouraged. Keep strong and keep busy. I've started reading a book for those times when i would have been watching porn. Might be something that can help you if you're interested.

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Re: 11 days in!
« Reply #2 on: December 17, 2015, 04:06:50 PM »
Lately I've felt kinda foggy/depressed, not to sure why maybe I'm going into a flatline? Who knows. I just feel like every day is dragging on. It's kind of hard to get out of bed recently when I wake up. I feel like I could sleep in till about 3 every day lol, but I force myself to get up since I have work everyday at 9.

This happened to me too before I relapsed. I was on a 9 day streak. I literally have to tell my self when my alarm goes off, "Today is going to be a great day!" I know that might seem corny, but it helped me focus on the positives instead of dwelling on negativity.

But it sounds like you're doing good! Keep it up  8)




Wisey

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Re: 11 days in!
« Reply #3 on: December 17, 2015, 09:48:53 PM »
Thanks for the advice kidrolly, I think I'm going to go look for some books tomorrow because I feel like I'm too attached to my phone and it's blinding me from reality at times. Also thank you b-rye it is hard sometimes im just giving it my all to get rid of this habit, oh and btw this is the first time I've tried no pmo I just found out about pied about 2 weeks ago, so I'm new to all of this. Hoping it only takes me one trial.


Goodluck to you guys as well we can do it!  :D :D

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Re: 11 days in!
« Reply #4 on: December 18, 2015, 08:26:05 AM »
No worries, don't forget that you will soon see the light!!