sodonewithit
Active Member
Well here I am about 6+ months into the journey and while there have been peaks and valleys it's been worth the effort. I can't tell everything that has changed for me as when you are in the fish bowl it is hard to see but I can assure you that I'm much better. Porn doesn't have much of a hold anymore nore does it have any appeal. The fantasy is gone and I'm glad to be reconnecting with my wife. No more am I effectively dead emotion wise and my life has become alot more full of color. I've seen health improvements from less stress, greater gains at the gym and reduced anxiety. I use to get chest pains and had been to the doctor's a few times with no diagnosis but since dropping this they have greatly improved.
My sexual appetite for my wife hasn't changed, she always drove me crazy but now I can perform. I'm still working towards a real true natural hard on but it's coming. My last two interactions with her I could feel the blood pumping and, while they didn't last, I felt a real partial boner. It's a little comical and sad but for those who can't get anything without using your hand I can promise it can heal. I've masturbated a few times and now can see that it's done more harm vs a release, no more.
I'm happy to answer any questions that come to mind and I hope to expand on this when I can but for now I am almost the stud I want to be.
My sexual appetite for my wife hasn't changed, she always drove me crazy but now I can perform. I'm still working towards a real true natural hard on but it's coming. My last two interactions with her I could feel the blood pumping and, while they didn't last, I felt a real partial boner. It's a little comical and sad but for those who can't get anything without using your hand I can promise it can heal. I've masturbated a few times and now can see that it's done more harm vs a release, no more.
I'm happy to answer any questions that come to mind and I hope to expand on this when I can but for now I am almost the stud I want to be.