How many of you actually escalated ( or started) to gay porn, and then to the point that you started looking at guys in real life sexually, and then even still after stopping ( during reboot) and then found your gay urges subsided and were only a function of the porn afterall?
MY desire to watch gay porn has decreased and I even am starting to wonder howI found gay sex appealing, but it's like now I have this residual attraction for guys I see in real life now. I wonder if that's my brain trying to hold on to the man-on-man dopamine, so jsut seeing a fairly good looking guy spurs what feels like attraction? I'm hoping and guessing it will subside with time..
BUt has anyone experienced this? I honestly think more guys than we realize escalate to gay porn but don't mention it because of embarassment. BUt here is not the place to be shy, coy, or feel shame - anyone out there?
MY desire to watch gay porn has decreased and I even am starting to wonder howI found gay sex appealing, but it's like now I have this residual attraction for guys I see in real life now. I wonder if that's my brain trying to hold on to the man-on-man dopamine, so jsut seeing a fairly good looking guy spurs what feels like attraction? I'm hoping and guessing it will subside with time..
BUt has anyone experienced this? I honestly think more guys than we realize escalate to gay porn but don't mention it because of embarassment. BUt here is not the place to be shy, coy, or feel shame - anyone out there?