Billiardfucker
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Day 175 NoFap. And around 9 months-ish no porn. I have been off and on porn for the past two years, fapping with and without it, and before that I was a constant porn addict from like the age of 11. I am 21 now. Last August-September 2013 was my last run with it. I finally stopped with the porn and decided to just fap without it. About two or three months later I finally said fuck it I'm going HAM on this NoFap shit to see what it does, to see if it can really make me more confident and end my anxietys, etc... I stopped masturbating completely, no porn no nothing. Long story short (I don't want to get into a lot of detail because I'm aware that people have probably read many NoFap reports already) it's been an interesting time with many ups and many downs. From like day 30 to 90 it was the average 'I feel a lot better type of shit' - more productive, confident, feeling in control, less anxiety, shit doesn't bother you as much, your enjoyment in everything non-sexual increases, your attraction to women in real life goes nuts, etc... My main problem right now is that I've come to an almost Bi-polar state. I go through like two to three week phases of feeling all the positive benefits followed by absolute horrible feelings of depression, anxiety, social anxiety, loneliness, despair, etc.. I also feel like I am so damn sexually pent up as well, like people can sense my sexual tension when I'm around them or something. Is all this shit just with-drawl symptoms? Am I still going through withdrawal symptoms so far into the NoFap, day 175?! When will it stop? When will I finally balance out and remain consistent? Should I keep going? If someone could point me in the right direction or lend me some guidance that would be greatly appreciated, as I am beginning to loose hope in this shit if things don't start looking up.