Kurall_Creator
Active Member
I came to this forum around 8 weeks, after I started my journey to go porn free the week previous.
I was 41, addicted to porn since 13 years old, depressed, suicidal, my relationship with my girlfriend was tanking because of PIDE, and I couldn't find any motivation to do anything i wanted in life.
Week 1, I suffered from withdrawal symptoms including panic attacks,and insomnia. I dealt with those with by saying it is my brains way of healing my Nucleous accumbens, that I abused so much from too much dopamine.
Week 2, the 10-year fight with depression began to disappear. Certainly, there are times I still get angry at certain things that happen in my life, but I am finding I can forgive much easier than I use too.
Week 3, my short-term memory, concentration and energy started to go through the roof. Since then, I wrote a 40+ page screen play that is 12,000 words for the prologue of a video game I want to produce, drawn up area maps of the places in the screen play, edited www.worldofkurall.com, the website I created for the video game I am creating, and I'm about to work on concept drawings of all the characters to improve the overall website.
I've also started a multi-website ministry, both in NoFap on Reddit.com and XXXChurch on Facebook, to help educate people on the affects of porn on our brains, to help the people who really want to get free of it.
By week 5, my girlfriend and I were able to successfully make love 100 percent of the time.
I'm sure everybody here knows the things that help - meditate daily, taking cold showers, have goals to create the life you want, spending time with friends and family, and exercising are amazing ways to help your recovery, so I won't bore any of you with those details.
Just remember porn is not an option!!!
I was 41, addicted to porn since 13 years old, depressed, suicidal, my relationship with my girlfriend was tanking because of PIDE, and I couldn't find any motivation to do anything i wanted in life.
Week 1, I suffered from withdrawal symptoms including panic attacks,and insomnia. I dealt with those with by saying it is my brains way of healing my Nucleous accumbens, that I abused so much from too much dopamine.
Week 2, the 10-year fight with depression began to disappear. Certainly, there are times I still get angry at certain things that happen in my life, but I am finding I can forgive much easier than I use too.
Week 3, my short-term memory, concentration and energy started to go through the roof. Since then, I wrote a 40+ page screen play that is 12,000 words for the prologue of a video game I want to produce, drawn up area maps of the places in the screen play, edited www.worldofkurall.com, the website I created for the video game I am creating, and I'm about to work on concept drawings of all the characters to improve the overall website.
I've also started a multi-website ministry, both in NoFap on Reddit.com and XXXChurch on Facebook, to help educate people on the affects of porn on our brains, to help the people who really want to get free of it.
By week 5, my girlfriend and I were able to successfully make love 100 percent of the time.
I'm sure everybody here knows the things that help - meditate daily, taking cold showers, have goals to create the life you want, spending time with friends and family, and exercising are amazing ways to help your recovery, so I won't bore any of you with those details.
Just remember porn is not an option!!!
