Author Topic: New Culture Needed - Day 7 Now What?  (Read 2300 times)

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Re: New Culture Needed - Day 7 Now What?
« Reply #50 on: October 01, 2018, 01:08:09 PM »
Day 41 - Last week was a success!  No PMO but some P sub.  Being at the airport, I found myself staring at women again.  I keep my head down and look up when I feel it is the "right" time and make it look as natural as possible.  At night in the hotel I started a series on Netflix and that took a lot of my time (no P and no trigger to PMO).  I ran in the mornings.  It was a great week with regards to my addiction.

Weird that today back at home has me thinking more about porn than when I was travelling.  Nothing major but just more on my mind than last week.

I have experienced a flatline lately.  No morning wood and desire is not super strong.  That probably helped last week and I'm not super worried about it.  It has been soft in the morning for the last 7-10 days.  I've read about flatlines coming and going during the reboot.  I also have to remember that I'm 46 not 16.  I hope it comes back though.

Thank you everyone for prayers and support.  RF - Your ideas worked, I watched a mediocre series and that took the balance of my awake time.  I also stopped saying "don't think about porn" and started saying "what do I want to do next" in my head.  Light - your ideas about running were a help.  Especially since I like running.  Thanks to you both!
In need of freedom from this $#!T called porn.  Why do I want it so much?!?!

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Re: New Culture Needed - Day 7 Now What?
« Reply #51 on: October 01, 2018, 02:33:53 PM »
That is awesome!  Glad to hear you passed through the storm.  You are almost to 6 weeks.  Many people report this starting to get easier around that mark.  I think I'm an intractable case!  Heh.