I have relapsed two times and binged. It feels good at first but you find out very soon that it does not give you real satisfaction and pleasure.
for me there is still the question of: "what´s down there that needs something?"
the after effects were interesting, i saw my gf later that day and was super horny (also because of the images from that day) and we started making out and i could feel and see that the consume of prn has numbed my feelings and i needed stronger emotions/kinks to get off and also experience a little ED to the end.