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I just MO'd after not having an O for almost 2 months.
« on: February 03, 2015, 12:08:28 AM »
That felt amazing.  Seriously.  If you've not gone over a month with no orgasm in a while, do it!

I started just by quitting PMO, and that severely reduced the amount of time I would MO per week. After quitting PMO, I would MO maybe once, or twice a week.  After a few weeks of this I just decided to go hardmode.  That being said, I went almost 2 entire months with no orgasm.  Today my hardon would just not go away, I decided to give things a go!  I used to need to fantasies to even get hard, just touching myself wouldnt do it.  This time though, I hardly touched myself.. only used 3 fingers, slowwwly. I swear it was like a geyser.  haha  I've forgotten how good this could feel.  Porn is seriously horrible!  The orgasms from porn are so mediocre, you just get used to them. 

One thing I've noticed though, and I'm wondering if anyone has any knowledge why....  I've not had a wetdream yet... and hardly any morning wood.  I'm sure it'll come in time, but what were average peoples waiting until these things occurred?
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Re: I just MO'd after not having an O for almost 2 months.
« Reply #1 on: February 03, 2015, 02:38:09 AM »
I've never had a wet dream in my life. I can remember dreams where I thought I was going to orgasm, but then woke up just before hand.  I'm still waiting.  :) 

That said, I've been beating off quite regularly until now since that April day when I was 12 years old.   So I may just not have allowed the body the chance to recharge enough to need to let off the steam.  I don't know for sure.

I've had HSI since 1997 so nearly 20 years of HSIP with clips and rooms and pics, and before that with dial up -  probably six or seven years of the same.  As to the sites with unlimited offerings and categories, hmm 8 to 10 years.  So that's a lot of beating off to porn.  No wonder I never had a wet dream.  I'm on day 17 here and I'm pretty sure this is the longest I have gone without masturbating since I was 12, by a factor of 3 or 4 at least.

Congratulations on that achievement!  I look forward to the day. 


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Re: I just MO'd after not having an O for almost 2 months.
« Reply #2 on: February 03, 2015, 04:24:53 PM »
I had a few wet dreams when I was younger.  Not too many though.  That was about 10-13 years ago though.  this entire time I've not had one.  I'm looking forward to having one, haha.  I am going back to no MO to hopefully get one.  I think it sounds awesome to see my body function as intended.

In regards to morning wood.  I've not gotten it in years.  I forgot this even happens. Haha  since my reboot I've had a few, nothing ROCK HARD though.  I suppose more time is needed.

College is starting up again for me, so that'll help take my mind off this nonsense, being busy is the best thing you can possibly do!

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Re: I just MO'd after not having an O for almost 2 months.
« Reply #3 on: February 04, 2015, 05:28:36 PM »
I am very happy for you that you recover so well! However you should be careful. As you said, the feeling is overwhelming. And when something is overwhelming, dopamine comes in and wants you to repeat. You need to stay focussed on your reboot and don't give in. It starts with one MO a week and gets more often if you don't watch out. And then it's "just one look at P" or "just this one fantasy about that hot girl" and so on and so on.

If you find MO doesn't stop your healing process then go ahead and enjoy. But stay honest to yourself. If the reward for finishing hardmode is MO then you might have understood something wrong. Like...what's at the end of your 90 days PMO-free period?
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Re: I just MO'd after not having an O for almost 2 months.
« Reply #4 on: February 04, 2015, 09:10:15 PM »
I completely agree.   I am not interested in MO'ing on the regular.   Porn is not even an option in my eyes.  I seriously HATE porn.  I despise it.  I have zero interest in ever watching it again.   Porn made me waste SO much time, gave me PIED, made me feel like shit.  I did enjoy porn before I knew it was an issue.  If i had the faintest idea it would cause PIED I would never have touched it in the first place.  I love women and I miss sex.  That's really my only goal.  I think masturbation is healthy, and it's not something I feel guilty doing. Once my PIED is gone, I plan to MO very infrequently, I'd like to go out with my friends and pick up women and not be afraid that my penis won't work when I take them home.