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« Reply #250 on: January 01, 2019, 02:46:19 PM »
Hi guys, happy new year! Today I am 1 month porn free :)


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« Reply #251 on: January 01, 2019, 06:26:36 PM »
Well done Patrick! Keep going!

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« Reply #252 on: January 01, 2019, 09:48:02 PM »
Nice work! 2019 is off to a good start.
I abstained from PMO for 458 days, until June 29, 2018. After several relapses, I have had to start again, last PMO session being on March 31, 2019.

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« Reply #253 on: January 02, 2019, 03:43:13 AM »
Thanks, guys, it's one day at a time. Today I'm willing to stay porn free.


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« Reply #254 on: January 02, 2019, 11:15:20 PM »
Good job, brother.

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« Reply #255 on: January 03, 2019, 11:17:19 AM »
Thanks, Leon, you are an important part of my journey to stay clean.


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« Reply #256 on: January 04, 2019, 03:29:16 PM »
No problem, Patrick.

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« Reply #257 on: February 22, 2019, 02:23:49 AM »
It's my 50th birthday and I'm one month porn free. I pray to God that I never have to act out again. Good thing is that I'm 100% willing to stay clean. Good luck to you guys.


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« Reply #258 on: February 22, 2019, 03:09:04 AM »
Happy birthday Patrick ! It is the right time for changes in our life :)
We'll make it 100% !
Cheers,

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« Reply #259 on: March 22, 2019, 03:07:13 AM »
2 months porn free! I'm beyond relieved. My morning erections are back with a vengeance and the other day I got up and still had an erection while opening the fridge for milk. Amazing. I also didn't masturbate. Let's hope I can stay on track and find a nice rewiring
partner soon. Good luck to you all.


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« Reply #260 on: March 22, 2019, 03:34:13 AM »
Good work Patrick! Nice to see you back and thriving.

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« Reply #261 on: March 22, 2019, 07:09:52 AM »
Congrats, Patrick. Great progress. Be careful slamming that fridge door shut  :o

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« Reply #262 on: March 22, 2019, 01:10:54 PM »
Patrick, Where do you live? (wink)  ;)

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« Reply #263 on: May 29, 2019, 02:18:46 PM »
1 month porn free  :)


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« Reply #264 on: May 30, 2019, 04:12:09 AM »
Congratulations, Patrick!  Keep it up!

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« Reply #265 on: May 30, 2019, 12:15:33 PM »
Thank you, Phil! Good luck to you as well  ;)


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« Reply #266 on: June 28, 2019, 11:39:44 PM »
2 months porn free. I am so grateful. It sure does feel better and healthier. I pray and ask myself and my Higher Powers to let me continue to walk on this path of freedom. Good luck to you all!


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« Reply #267 on: June 30, 2019, 03:12:55 AM »
Well done, Patrick. Keep going!

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« Reply #268 on: August 04, 2019, 03:37:52 AM »
3 months and 6 days porn free! I'm super grateful and hope to keep going! Good luck to you guys!


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« Reply #269 on: August 04, 2019, 06:19:40 AM »
3 months and 6 days porn free! I'm super grateful and hope to keep going! Good luck to you guys!

Damn, man! This is outstanding progress and discipline.

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« Reply #270 on: August 05, 2019, 03:07:20 AM »
Thanks, Lero, I guess it has less to do with discipline than letting go, and I'm tired of PMO. Hope you're doing well.


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« Reply #271 on: August 15, 2019, 12:35:50 PM »
Thanks for your updates, Patrick. I hope things are still going well.

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Re: Patrick's Journal: A gay guy's imperfect reboot
« Reply #272 on: August 29, 2019, 08:00:34 AM »
Hi guys, I'm 4 months porn free now and super grateful. I had a nice encounter with a man in a gay sauna and was hard most of the time, it was satisfying. Keep on walking and truckin' with me!


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« Reply #273 on: August 29, 2019, 10:11:06 AM »
4 month is amazing.....Keep up your effort!!!!

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« Reply #274 on: September 11, 2019, 03:15:18 AM »
I relapsed twice on 9/1 and 9/9. It was all connected to moving towards real sex partners again, I'm on a slippery slope then. But my goal is still to have much sex with normal people again to rewire. I'll see how it goes. So my mantra is PPP: Move away from Porn and Pixels towards real People. Keep on truckin' guys!