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Redfire03

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Day 500 of hardmode.
« on: August 29, 2019, 10:24:18 PM »
Hey guys. I an very active on the forum I check daily and want to keep seeing the issues people are having. Little back ground for 7 years I was a heavy porn addict. The first year is all it took to put me in a deep seivier PIED.... I have no clue what was going on. The was early 2012 when I discovered my issue... it was terrible.  I had no idea that something like this could even happen to a man. But I kept getting hard with porn and kept pmo. Anyhow last april I decided I was done... I had enough...... so I found this forum and it motivated me. I now knew it was a porn issue... so 500 days later. I have never had a urge to view porn again. I spent all my time focusing on work and the gym and getting into shape. Eating healthier, hanging out with friends. I have yet to be intimidate with a female but the time is approaching for a test run. I have morning wood very often but I still loose it when I get up. But idk how many time I have woke up super hard and just lay there and it just stays hard as can be... i stay off social media that's a huge help and I just browse my favorite YouTube channels and listen to countless videos that help motivate me to be a better person. I do not get random erections yet but I really in my opinion dont feel like I have a sex drive at the moment. I have kind of excepted my fate and just am focusing on healing right now. I think once I put myself out there and start getting intimate my brain will respond to the new rush of being intimate and that's what we want. Guys please just focus on you.... what you want. Cut this terrible habit. Make it a life long goal to flush it down the drain. If you have any question please ask.

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #1 on: August 30, 2019, 03:35:55 PM »
500 days, my god!!!
Congratulations!!!

I'd ask you…what behaviours and habits you took to replace the time you used to PMO?
Thanks!

Redfire03

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #2 on: August 30, 2019, 04:00:45 PM »
I really just tell myself that pmo is just bad. Like drugs are bad.... but I really just work out and focus on life. I have not once thought about pmo. I am done.... I want the real thing not a madeup crap.

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #3 on: September 04, 2019, 04:52:21 AM »
Congratulations! That is a massive achievement and you can be really proud of yourself!
nine months clean and counting...

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #4 on: September 04, 2019, 01:51:17 PM »
Congratulations
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #5 on: September 13, 2019, 07:09:50 PM »
Congratulations. I'm in the (approximately) day 75 and counting.

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #6 on: September 14, 2019, 01:46:48 PM »
Man, thats such a big inspiration. Im so glad for you.

Were there any moments in your reboot, when you just felt like there is no improvement in any of your fields in life (career, friends and socializing, sports etc.). Im at this moment right now and its hard to stay positiv. Do you've got any wisdom there to share? What kept you going? Not only to reboot, but also to hold on to life and to participate in it?

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #7 on: September 23, 2019, 03:00:12 AM »
Wow congratulations on the 500 days! What has been your favorite part of the reboot? Your best experience?

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Re: Day 500 of hardmode.
« Reply #8 on: September 23, 2019, 11:11:11 AM »
Jeks... I have questions the reboot many times.. but why give in. I think self discipline is a great key to life. I can comfortably say I dont plan on viewing porn ever again or masturbating. I am pretty content with the results right now... I was a seiver case and I am now seeing 100% hardcore erections in the morning and with some touch I can get an erection as well. I am seeing major improvements. I still have yet to have sex, I havent tried. Just been riding this reboot out. But I know when the time comes I will be be ready for whatever happens and wont let it get to me.


Kopp... best part is my energy. I thought it was a myth... but I have a lot more strength and mindset is strong. I am more controlling of my emotions and I stay very content and happy. Especially when I wake up in the morning and have a huge erection that use to never be there. The reboot is real... it just takes.. time... and discipline.