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(12 years of PMO).. is enough
« on: October 07, 2014, 02:20:32 PM »
Hello everyone

My name Muhammad Abonaga, am from egypt and am 27 yo , I want to share my story before I start my rebooting program. Iam also really glad that I finally found something that could really help me after suffering years and years.

In a brief , I musterbated almost daily for the last 12 years. When I saying it like that it feels really shocking. It didnt start with porn but I discoverd PMO almost 3 years after I discovered musterbating.

Sometimes I think my case may need some scientist or something to study it . I try to stop it many times but without the knowledge -like I found it today on http://yourbrainonporn.com/how-long-will-it-take by chance while browsing the web for answers- I soon give up and surrender .

In my community there's no sexual intercourse before marriage in general, but we can have normal relationship I think .

Although I have this long history of musterbating but I still had my morning erectile some times not that strong as it should be but it happens , what I have  found that after masterbating I lose my libido for almost a week before it hits me again. I didn't know that it may take 6-9 months to get fully recover.

Also after I purposed to the girl I love in last summer I sttoped PMO for about two months. It was a wonderful feeling, I started to recover and found myself stronger and more willing to do stuff. I have even started to exercise daily and got my self in a really good shape. But I cant say I tottaly recoverd as I fell for it again

We will get married -isa- by the next summer, so finding this fourm is a really good opportunity to start the rebooting program, and I will -isa- finish it successfully if its not for me , it would be for my girl who loves me much that I cant let her got disappointed.

I hope I found the encouragement, support and knowledge with you guys.
« Last Edit: October 08, 2014, 12:34:08 AM by Muhammad »

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Re: From Egypt (introducing myself)
« Reply #1 on: October 07, 2014, 07:20:24 PM »
Hi Mohammed

Welcome to the forum.Keep praying and be clean.Hopefully, we will kick out this demon soon.



"I am addicted(to dopamine). I am quitting porn(& its subs), forever."-Will I am
One of the best thread -http://www.rebootnation.org/forum/index.php?topic=1256.25

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Re: From Egypt (introducing myself)
« Reply #2 on: October 08, 2014, 12:10:07 AM »
Thanx alot ...  :)