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« on: June 15, 2020, 10:08:44 AM »
Hello fellow Rebooters. This is my first day in Reboot Nation, I have just found this forum from YBOP, and wanted to check in and add to the endless success stories no fappers all around the world have. And I myself think I am one of the mildly extreme cases. So here it is.

I was acquainted with masturbation and porn when I was around 11-12 years old. It quickly became one of my biggest joys in life. How could it not be when a 12 year old boy discovering the meaning of life and it is very sensual? It quickly became such a situation that I was masturbating everyday and sometimes with streaks of 2-3 times a day. I was never the social kind as well, as an overweight and inactive teen who loves video games, which is such a norm in today's world. My fetishes became really nasty as well. I was watching animal-human sex, horse-woman, dog-woman, and extreme squirting. My high school life kind of passed as the same as I've never had a girlfriend in HC as well, so i was fully turned to porn to relieve myself. Fast forward into my junior year in university, I've had lost weight and started working out, and that gave me the confidence because I found out back in rookie year that I am an attractive guy. Now with the extra weight gone and being more muscular, I started to catch the eyes of various girls around the campus. The summer started, my family in vacation, I called one of those girls to my house to be naughty, and when she was rubbing her all-wet pussy on my member, I was COMPLETELY limp. I was effing shocked. This was back in Summer 2017, it happened with one of my girlfriends who I could barely penetrate and have NO feeeling at all inside, beginning of 2018, I've had some other girls until March 2020, and it was all the same. Penetration a little bit, and because it can feel nothing, the member gets limp. Even happened with girls that I am highly sexually attracted. I was always nervous about the cucumber letting me down, I just couldn't lose myself in the moment. And last month was the time I told myself enough is enough. I had a chance to get to know a lovely girl in April 2020 from Instagram, and we've started dating in May. I had her in our 4th date, and it was only with the help of viagra, blood flow was amazing, but my dick just doesn't feel ANYTHING! That was when I started no porn and masturbation. The second time(2 days later) I decided not to take the pill, and it was semi-hard and it went limp. I told her about the situation and she was very supportive of me. LAST night(12 days of no P, MO twice and really tender) was a different story though. We've had so much fun with my best friend and her, smoked green, and we had a lovely time. When we got to the point when we were alone, we started passionately kissing in the car and my member felt like it was going to burst. The car was very uncomfortable to be having sex as freely as one would want, but we removed our pants and lost ourselves in the moment. I don't know how much it was back but I could definitely start to feel so many wonderful feelings inside her and it only got me more passionately and violently giving it to her. She orgasmed and washed my legs once and was close to the second. She gave me a beej, which was after we gave a break and I couldn't finish inside her mouth(maybe if we did it for more, I could have, but she was choking on it and I wanted to dial down the aggressive stuff a little bit :D) but I masturbated softly and came inside her mouth. Maybe I shouldn't have done it with the masturbation, but the man inside me really wanted to give the seed to his woman. IT. WAS. WONDERFUL, you guys. From the first day I kept saying ''fuck porn, I'll never go back'' and I have never even had the slightest desire in me to do it nonetheless. I just want to think about my women, and the days I will be meeting them. This just gave me the hugest confident boost, and now, my sword will be swathing through women, nonstop. Wish my sword sharpness of Excalibur, fellow Rebooters.


REMEMBER, IF I HAVE HAD SUCCESS, WITH 12 YEARS OF PMO, 10 YEARS OF DEATH-GRIP AND REALLY NASTY FETISHES(like watching animal-human sex and even self-butthole penetration) YOU ARE MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO SUCCEED! KEEP GOING STRONG!!!
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« Reply #1 on: June 15, 2020, 05:24:13 PM »
Inspiring, keep up!

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« Reply #2 on: June 16, 2020, 05:02:13 AM »
''fuck porn, I'll never go back''

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REMEMBER, IF I HAVE HAD SUCCESS, WITH 12 YEARS OF PMO, 10 YEARS OF DEATH-GRIP AND REALLY NASTY FETISHES(like watching animal-human sex and even self-butthole penetration) YOU ARE MOST DEFINITELY GOING TO SUCCEED! KEEP GOING STRONG!!!

Thanks for these inspiring quotes! As messed up as most of us are here, this brings some joy and positivity! We can all overcome our struggles. For one the addiction is stronger than the other, but with the right help and tools I'm sure we can all be better. A big step is coming here and sharing your story with many people who face similar problems. That's really cool. Reflection on yourself is a really helpful and driving force behind the recovery. Real sex is a million times better than masturbating in front of a screen. Keep that in mind, it's just garbage when you look back at it!


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« Reply #3 on: June 16, 2020, 10:31:21 AM »
dude that's fucking badass! That's actually how I feel today, Im in day 28 and I was able to have sex yesterday TWICE!

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« Reply #4 on: June 16, 2020, 02:37:10 PM »
dude that's fucking badass! That's actually how I feel today, Im in day 28 and I was able to have sex yesterday TWICE!

Inspiring, keep up!

Do you guys want to share your stories as well?

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« Reply #5 on: June 22, 2020, 03:32:30 PM »
haha damn dude where do I start? basically, I haven't had a normal sex life due to PIED and it has affected all other aspects of life because of sexual frustration. These issues have cause me to struggle with depression and also major self esteem issues.  It sucks but I have faith that I will cure myself, I'm at day 34 Right now, major improvements already, but it's gonna be a while till I'm better.

here's a Link to my journal if you're interested
http://www.rebootnation.org/forum/index.php?topic=18493.0

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« Reply #6 on: October 11, 2020, 10:07:53 PM »
Congrats man!  8)
Thank you