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Today is the first day of the rest of my life

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GottaReboot:
I guess I should have seen this coming. 21 days and reset :(

The stress of unemployment combined with some other triggers and baddabing baddaboom Bob's your uncle... If there is a bright side it is that I didn't go full on hardcore porn but I did binge on a bunce of NN stuff that is close enough. Looking on the brightside I made it 21 days and in 42 years that is the absolute longest I have gone without a fix. Realizing 90 is a huge goal I am setting a new goal for myself, 22 days and each day after that is gravy.  It won't do me any good to beat myself up about this, I do that over enough things myself anyway, so I am just going to pick myself up and carry on carrying one.

BigMog:
Hi GottaReboot- yep that’s a great attitude-pick yourself up and carry on. And if there’s some extra little nugget of information you can pick up from the lapse about how to reduce the chances of it happening again, then that’s even better.
I’m quietly cheering you on from the sidelines.

GottaReboot:
Thanks BigMog. I'm three days in a so far so good

GottaReboot:
I haven't been here for a while, but wanted to pop in to say that in a few hours I will hit day 11. So far so good. More than me posting here, I've been reading your posts as I find them reaffirming. Stay strong everyone.

GottaReboot:
So I am 8 hours away from day 21 or day 43 if you don't count a small relapse looking at nonnude p at day 20 for 3 hours. Either way, I am making progress I feel. This week for the first time in a year, I've been able to get hard without looking at or thinking about porn. My PIED was pretty strong, and when I started this process I had the dreaded flatline for quite a while, but all of a sudden the little man has perked up and let me know he's still alive and kicking.

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