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Hola! Today I will start with this goal! Nofap for 1 year!
« on: June 13, 2020, 01:29:57 AM »
Hello everyone, pura vida! I am from Costa Rica and I have 14 years old today I found out this forum when I googled about the troubles that I developed watching porn all this years, I started at the age of 11, I dont speak english that good so I apologize for all the mistakes that I shoud have done writing this.
As I say in the title, today I encourage myself to stop this addiction, I really tried it a couple of times before but I cloud not do this I always fell watching porn and i felt really sad and some time I started to believe that I can not give this up never and that is true I also began to watch different categories of porn even crazy things, I still doing it. But today I will really give this up and I will never do this again, I unistall Facebook, Instagram; Messenger as well because I will try to keep my mind focus in other things like working out and studyng. I really want to have a normal life without porn and I will do my best since today.
Pura vida!

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Re: Hola! Today I will start with this goal! Nofap for 1 year!
« Reply #1 on: June 13, 2020, 03:35:55 AM »
Well, this is really a huge goal for anyone. Goodluck!

Take it easy though.... It's all a gradual process

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Re: Hola! Today I will start with this goal! Nofap for 1 year!
« Reply #2 on: June 13, 2020, 09:26:24 AM »
Keep it up! Stay encouraged and DONT FALL FOR THAT LITTLE VOICE TRYING TO CONVINVE YOU OTHERWISE !!! Blessings
REDEEMING THE TIME, BECAUSE THE DAYS ARE EVIL. -Ephesians 5:16
I'm a sinner because I've been cursed by Adam & Eve' sin. I'm saved on my way to Heaven because I trusted Jesus Christ's FINISHED work.

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Re: Hola! Today I will start with this goal! Nofap for 1 year!
« Reply #3 on: June 13, 2020, 02:12:46 PM »
Thank you guy!
I appreciate your words! I'll do my best to make it possible!
It's day 2

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Re: Hola! Today I will start with this goal! Nofap for 1 year!
« Reply #4 on: June 13, 2020, 02:47:11 PM »
One time when I was 14 I guees I tried to stop masturbating myself it lasted for almost 30 days if I remember correctly, my phone was broke then I got a other one but this one was a really old phone and I couldn't watch porn anymore so I stared to read porn related and even with this I got hooked up and I continued masturbating myself, after a while I began to see a girl and then I had the opportunity to lost my virginity but you can think what happened, yeah I couldn't have an erection I thought the reason was I got nervous and then other day it happened again I couldn't do anything my penis didn't work, at that time I was never going to think that I was caused by the porn and all that stuff.
After 2 days I could lost my virginity with a girlfriend that I had when I was 17 again I couldn't do it at the first time but then I really spent a lot of time with this girl after we tried to have sex so I think that was the key and finally I was able to do it!
But it was not that good, I loved it but some times I couldn't keep the erecction only if I had the control like I needed the feeling that I was masturbating myself and its still until today  I couldn't have sex with some girls I didn't not have an erection and with the girls that I was able to have sex are the girls that I know really good and some times I have to put my penis inside their pussy to feel it and get an erecction and then be able to have sex but always I need to feel like it's masturbating me so I don't really enjoy it, this is really sad, the only good this is that I last really long and I satisfied the girls really good giving them orgams but it's not that pleasurable to me. And don't want this anymore it's ruin my life I feel so humiliated when this happens and also feel bad by the girls because they thing that I don't like them and it's not like that I just said that I don't want is happening because I am ashamed of myself for not being able to make it.

But since I found this place and I realized that I am not the only one who has this problem and that there's a solution for me I feel really good and I'm optimistic about it!
Thanks to all of you, I have read some post and it's really interesting and is helpful to me to continue with this process!

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Re: Hola! Today I will start with this goal! Nofap for 1 year!
« Reply #5 on: June 16, 2020, 04:57:56 AM »
Day 4

Everything is going well, I'm trying to avoid everything about porn and even thoughs.