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Re: First time posting here. Want to get rid of this. I heard support helps.
« Reply #150 on: October 18, 2020, 02:58:34 AM »
Day 14
had two O's don't really want to go into detail; I have a little brain fog, but so far no severe chaser effect. I do feel like crap afterward though. I don't think I want to have sex for the rest of the 90 days. It doesn't seem like a good idea given the fact that I can get a bad chaser effect. This is mainly a reminder though of why I want to quit porn. It wastes my time. It drained my time away from me for days and days. I was doing nothing, but edging. I hate that I let it control me like that. P is not my master.

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Re: First time posting here. Want to get rid of this. I heard support helps.
« Reply #151 on: October 18, 2020, 11:34:13 PM »
Day 15
This post is to remind me of why I want to quit p. It basically ruined 3 years of my life and severely damaged a relationship. It probably was one of the main reasons my previous relationship failed. I have spent hours upon hours edging and searching for new videos. I developed an odd fetish that I will probably never be able to get rid of. I have lost days entire days to this thing. I am regaining control everyday. P is not my master.

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Re: First time posting here. Want to get rid of this. I heard support helps.
« Reply #152 on: October 19, 2020, 11:22:37 PM »
Day 16
I have been getting flashes of urges and some random fantasy. If I don't fantasize, urges are nonexistent. I don't have many of the same bad habits with instagram or other social media that others have and it is a godsend. I am making this post to remind myself why I want to quit p. It ruined 3 years of my life. It ruined my relationship and the worst part is it took away hours and days at a time away from my life. P is not my master. I am regaining control everyday.

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Re: First time posting here. Want to get rid of this. I heard support helps.
« Reply #153 on: October 19, 2020, 11:27:15 PM »
Do exercise daily. It will help you to fight your urges
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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« Reply #154 on: October 19, 2020, 11:41:33 PM »
Thanks for the advice, Do or Die, I appreciate it. Feedback is always welcome.