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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #50 on: June 30, 2019, 06:41:56 PM »
Way to be, man! That's good progress. Now just keep doing what you're doing for one more day. (And then one more)

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #51 on: July 01, 2019, 12:17:21 AM »
Nice bro 11 days!! We on similar streaks, i am on 10 days today. Let's keep going man, today i had a though day but i persisted!
Yes bro
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #52 on: July 01, 2019, 12:22:41 AM »
Day 12
1st July 2019
Its a big success. Hudge success for me.
What helped me??
1. Regular exercise
2. Regular Meditation on how porn effected my life and i need to get it back, and how i can achieve it.
3. Being busy all the time.
4. Trying new things to enjoy.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #53 on: July 01, 2019, 04:56:18 AM »
Hope your day is going well. You are strong and I believe in you. Go ahead and do your best! By being who you are, you’re making an impact on the world by first trying to change yourself  :) . Never stop dreaming, fella. Keep doing what you’re doing

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #54 on: July 01, 2019, 09:59:05 PM »
relapsed at night. Am not able to sleep till i pmo'd. So relapse happened .
Day 1 at july 2
New reboot with another new challenge.
Prepare your urges well. If you know your urges and trigger it make easy to achieve
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #55 on: July 01, 2019, 11:41:43 PM »
Relapsed at july 2 also.
Badly going through the hell.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #56 on: July 01, 2019, 11:54:19 PM »
Day 0 : relapsed at 10 am
Goal: to not relapse from now. To aware about urges.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #57 on: July 02, 2019, 12:36:08 AM »
Today's withdrawals:
Can't able to sleep.
Feeling tired.
Not able to focus on study.
Want more porn .
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #58 on: July 02, 2019, 01:41:31 AM »
Relapsed again.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #59 on: July 02, 2019, 01:52:34 AM »
At 12 pm i relapsed again
So i starting new reboot from 12 pm.
Reality is horrible for me. Relapsed three times in two days. So badly wasted 3 years of my life. Getting bored by starting reboot again and again. I need a final reboot. Don't want to get back but i am pmoing . why i don't know properly.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #60 on: July 02, 2019, 04:21:36 AM »
Stop beating yourself up. You are a work in progress; which means you get there a little a time, not all at once. My dear, you are smart, talented, cherished, important, special, worthy and loved. Don't allow your own thought to tell you otherwise. I know you're sad, so i won't tell you to have a good day. Instead, i advice you to simply have a day. Stay alive. Feed yourself well. Wear comfortable clothes and don't give up on yourself jsut yet. It'll get better.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #61 on: July 02, 2019, 09:58:28 AM »
Not relapsed after 12 pm. Now night urges is main devil.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #62 on: July 02, 2019, 11:53:32 AM »
Yes completed day 0 with no relapse at night. Now going to complete day 1 tomorrow.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #63 on: July 03, 2019, 02:41:16 AM »
Day 1 at 3 july 2019
Completed day 0 . started day 1.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #64 on: July 04, 2019, 09:52:37 AM »
Day 2
Day 2 is completed successfully. This addictiveness is biggest mistake of my life. From today i will always keep this in mind. But i started to reboot now it means my future is bright.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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« Reply #65 on: July 04, 2019, 12:31:51 PM »
It's not your mistake, you didn't chose to be addicted! Just think positive and look at the perspective on a life without porn, you can do it, step by step!  :)

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« Reply #66 on: July 04, 2019, 03:29:33 PM »
It's not your mistake, you didn't chose to be addicted! Just think positive and look at the perspective on a life without porn, you can do it, step by step!  :)

I second to this. Even though it's theoretically your choice to watch P everyday, you don't really realize what's going on. For a while or for a long time you don't think this is wrong. I mean, even if I had known from the beginning about the harms of P, I would've probably still fucked with it. You never know how addiction feels until you are in the middle of it. You think you will control it, you will do it differently than others, you will not do it everyday etc. and then you are here. I mean, I'm not saying literally everybody is like this, but some are. And none of us knew for a long time the true face of P anyway. It's better not to be hard on ourselves like that and think like: "Oh, my God! I can't believe I did this to myself. I've made a big mistake! It was my choice to PMO!" The past is past. It is what it is. We have to do what we have to do from now on.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #67 on: July 05, 2019, 12:00:40 AM »
Thanks lero
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #68 on: July 05, 2019, 12:01:24 AM »
It's not your mistake, you didn't chose to be addicted! Just think positive and look at the perspective on a life without porn, you can do it, step by step!  :)
Yes you are right. Thanks for motivation.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #69 on: July 05, 2019, 12:04:59 AM »
Day 3 at july 5
Had sex dreams but no nightfall. Completed day 2. This time i continued with reboot flow earlier as compared to past relapses and reboot. So its a good moment.
As lero said we are not in control or we can't remember the causes of porn when we are seeing it. So for this i suggest meditation to all of you here.
Do daily meditation on why you want to leave this addiction.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #70 on: July 05, 2019, 12:03:31 PM »
Good start again, set your last streak as a new goal, I know you will make it even longer this time!  :)

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #71 on: July 07, 2019, 12:09:58 AM »
Good start again, set your last streak as a new goal, I know you will make it even longer this time!  :)
Yes bro. Thanks for support.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #72 on: July 07, 2019, 02:08:22 PM »
Day 6 at july 8
Feeling good. Slowly i am getting myself back. I am a better person . a confident one but this 6 years my life lived in dark ages.
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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #73 on: July 08, 2019, 12:40:19 PM »
Day 6 at july 8
Feeling good. Slowly i am getting myself back. I am a better person . a confident one but this 6 years my life lived in dark ages.
one nightfall is today.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Its time to really change
« Reply #74 on: July 08, 2019, 11:06:29 PM »
Day 7 at july 9
Feeling good. Day 7 is good for me. Now i focused on how to make it day 14.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.