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jithinkraj

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7th time trying
« on: May 15, 2019, 07:52:01 AM »
hi every one.
 
 I am a new here. 3 year back i got married to my wife after that only i find difficulties in my life. I started masturbation when I was 10 years old. now I am 34. I was thinking I could satisfy a girl easily because I was masturbating continuously up to 3 hours.

after marriage I realize I could not ejaculate on real sex. Masturbation is the only way for ejaculation and orgasm. I never get attraction with my wife. my sex life not hapy at all. 2 year back accidentally I see this forum then only I got to know that my problem is delayed ejaculation.

from that period itself I trying to stop porn and masturbation. first try go 7 days. second 10 days. maximum i got 30 days no fap. but that time also i watch soft porn in youtube.

This is my 7th time attempt. and I think this time I can achieve it. because this time my desire is so strong. because several times failure I understand my week points.

this is my 15 th day today.  14 days i finished successfully without porn and fap. Not even look a single hot photo also. all these pictures, bikini ad, kissing videos, even sexy movie scenes also will trigger me easily. I know it now.

day before yesterday accidentally i saw a sexy girls picture on whats app. that affect my mind badly. 2 days that picture in my mind and i was feeling like my head is going to explode. today i am feeling better.

Please everyone help me cure my brain and send me your the suggestions. 

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Re: 7th time trying
« Reply #1 on: May 16, 2019, 01:18:18 PM »
16th day finish successfully. Today no triggers. Thank god..

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Re: 7th time trying
« Reply #2 on: Today at 11:44:51 AM »
20 days finish successfully. Small small triggers only. But I could control my mind every time. Thank god. My penis skin feels so soft now a days. Good change.