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Many times i relapsed but again started.
« on: March 19, 2019, 01:33:39 PM »
Day 1@ 20 March 2019
Yesterday i relapsed because of an gif .
I lost my reboot control and relapsed.
But now started again.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #1 on: March 20, 2019, 11:48:20 AM »
Relapsed again today.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #2 on: March 21, 2019, 03:27:33 AM »
Day 1 at 21 march
I am now cutting my internet connection for two days.
Because day 1 and day 2 are most harder days.
Not feeling well. Dont have energy to enjoy life.

I am fully negative now. I really closing this horrible things now. I am free now. I do whatever but i stop it now.
Feeling bored whole day. Very very dumb today.
« Last Edit: March 21, 2019, 03:55:13 AM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #3 on: March 21, 2019, 11:33:33 AM »
I also relapsed on day 1 it seems we are going in same direction. May we both recover as soon as possible.
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #4 on: March 21, 2019, 06:03:07 PM »

Day 2
Cant able to sleep whole night. But defeated urges and ready for reboot successfully
« Last Edit: March 21, 2019, 06:04:43 PM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #5 on: March 23, 2019, 12:04:40 AM »
Day 3
Today i understand that my social anexity is because of porn addiction. Today i know that my low skills of concentration is because of porn.
Today i will say that i never expected that the porn harm someones life like this.
Its a very big damage of porn to my life in this 6 years.
But now i am trying to recover from it.
May god bless you and me to do it.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #6 on: March 23, 2019, 02:11:52 PM »
Don't know why but i am relapsed.
Two times i relapsed. Tried all things but not successful.
« Last Edit: March 23, 2019, 03:16:09 PM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #7 on: March 24, 2019, 01:55:52 AM »
Day 1
Another day another new motivation.
If You start to win then you win.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #8 on: March 25, 2019, 06:32:29 AM »
Day 2
All day headaches are their.
No urges. That boring ness is there whole day.
Did meditation.
I am aware about urges. And i am ready fight with it already.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #9 on: March 25, 2019, 11:30:53 PM »
Day 3
Did meditation at morning.
My positivity is increased.
Feeling tired day whole day.
Withdrawal started.at night have a strong urge and i relapsed. But i relapsed only once. I have urges all night but i relapsed only once.

Day 1@ march 27
Did exercise at morning
« Last Edit: March 26, 2019, 12:20:58 PM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #10 on: March 26, 2019, 11:05:41 PM »
   Come on brother be strong don't relapse again your brain is always try to trick be brave enough to fight urges!
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #11 on: March 26, 2019, 11:14:07 PM »
   Come on brother be strong don't relapse again your brain is always try to trick be brave enough to fight urges!
yes
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #12 on: March 26, 2019, 11:17:16 PM »
Today at day 1 so many urges at morning but i defeated it well.
Headaches are there. I am feeling tired after taking full sleep.
Not curious about anything.
In past years i lossed my social skills. Everything a human need to live i lost that things.
Now this time is correct time reboot.
« Last Edit: March 27, 2019, 11:17:28 AM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #13 on: March 28, 2019, 05:28:10 AM »
Day 2
Triggers from morning. Controlled my self.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #14 on: March 28, 2019, 08:06:09 AM »
Good job.  Keep up the good work.  One day at a time.  Many would have given up long ago. 

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #15 on: March 28, 2019, 02:33:49 PM »
Relapsed
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #16 on: March 28, 2019, 02:42:42 PM »
Started new reboot
Steps:
To know that urges are strong.
First 5 days are harder
Prepare for urges.
Go towards reboot with confidence
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #17 on: March 28, 2019, 09:12:17 PM »
Day 1 at 29 march
I know all facts but i am relapsed. Because first 5-6 days are very hard.
At day 1 i am busy from morning. Day1 is important. Doing it again. Need motivation.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #18 on: March 28, 2019, 11:30:53 PM »
Bro you knew how to handle it urges just work on your ideas because of your suggestions I will reach on day 5 last month I relapsed like a hell I don't knew how to recover but after that I am working on your advice. You already know it you can do it don't relapse now! Never!
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #19 on: March 29, 2019, 12:31:49 AM »
ok bro.
Starting with your motivation. thanks bro
this addiction made me emotion less.
i did so many mistakes in life. so many.
i never taken my carrier seriously. i am so bad now. i want to be good.
hey god please help me.
« Last Edit: March 29, 2019, 12:42:12 AM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #20 on: March 31, 2019, 05:05:17 AM »
Day 2 at march 31
day 1 completed. this timme reboot is fixed
Relapsed one time
« Last Edit: March 31, 2019, 06:44:44 AM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #21 on: March 31, 2019, 12:59:04 PM »
Relapsed again.
Stopped again.
Relapsed again.
Now days my life is like this.
I am don't doing it seriously.
I am thinking that i don't want to reboot.
I need to be serious about my problems.
1. Social anexity
2. Depression
3, loss of carrier
4, bad health

I am taking it likely but this are so serious issue.
I thinking now that why i am relapsing so much. Whats the problem is there.
From now i am not posting daily on this site. I just know that i closed porn addiction from my life.
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #22 on: April 01, 2019, 02:38:27 AM »
 I know it's painful but don't lose hope my friend.
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #23 on: April 01, 2019, 07:08:48 AM »
Day 1
Headache from morning .
God please save me. Your child is in dark . please send the light towards me
Its not about stopping. Its about to accept that you are stopped it.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #24 on: April 01, 2019, 07:15:44 AM »
 He is always with you just do it believe in yourself man!
When you reach the end of your rope, tie a knot in it and hang on.