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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #50 on: April 18, 2019, 10:09:20 AM »
My goal for life:
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To be rebooted in this april of 2019.
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To develop a good lifestyle.
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To have a good job who pays more money.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #51 on: April 18, 2019, 10:43:28 PM »
19 April : Day 1
Brain fogg from morning. Feeling tired and lazy.
Can't able to concentrate on something. A do or die situation is created in my life now.
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #52 on: April 19, 2019, 06:33:14 AM »
Hey,
Hope you are OK. I'm in a similar position with setting myself challenging goals at the moment. Letting go of PMO is a big part of that. Developing a balanced lifestyle is a big challenge for me.
Wishing you all the best.

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #53 on: April 19, 2019, 07:04:38 AM »
Hey,
Hope you are OK. I'm in a similar position with setting myself challenging goals at the moment. Letting go of PMO is a big part of that. Developing a balanced lifestyle is a big challenge for me.
Wishing you all the best.
Thanks
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #54 on: April 20, 2019, 11:34:11 PM »
21 April :Day 3
No urges from morning. No morning wood .
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #55 on: April 22, 2019, 11:32:14 PM »
23 April : Day 5
Today i feeling well after 5 days . before this i have low concentration and foggy head. But now feeling well.
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #56 on: April 23, 2019, 02:07:12 PM »
Relaped at 23 april.
At night i am not able to sleep . so urges are very strong. And fapped. And ended my dreams for pleasure of few seconds. Ya . now i experience very low concentration levels and low stamina. I am very very sad today. There is no hope left today. No hope .
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #57 on: April 23, 2019, 10:15:24 PM »
April 24 : Day 6
Today is actually day 1 but i am counting it as day 6, this can improve my confidence. Because i relapsed one time but did reboot 5 days . so i am looking positively towards relapse.
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #58 on: April 24, 2019, 12:49:06 PM »
Day 1 completed successfully after relapse. I fight so many urge today. My whole day and at night also have so many of urges.
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #59 on: April 27, 2019, 04:09:57 PM »
Starting it after break from rebooting.
Addicted badly to this.
Day 1 is at April 28
Completed successfully
« Last Edit: April 28, 2019, 12:03:52 PM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #60 on: May 03, 2019, 01:43:56 PM »
Relapsed at day 6
Have an urge by seeing a short porn movie on insta and i fapped one time today at 12 at night.
So tomorrow is 4th may. Starting new reboot again.
I never stop until i break this addiction
Today also i ralapsed.
« Last Edit: May 04, 2019, 12:42:44 PM by Do or die »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #61 on: May 07, 2019, 02:23:26 PM »
Day 1 @ May 8
Yesterday i accidentally seen porn on social media. Afyer that my hand is not in my control. And i fapped .
I can't remembered i am on reboot. But i know if i make this thing good i can definitely win. Yes i can win definitely.
Years of fighting this. Now need little motivation to push back. I fapped last because i fapped it half. I thinking that not finishing it is not good for health. So i fapped because of health reasons.

From today Reboot 101 is started .
Because i think i am relapsed 98 times in first 10 days in past 1 year. So the reboot 101 remembered me the 98 failed steps and 3 near to success steps. I am not guilty but i learned very imp thing.
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #62 on: May 09, 2019, 08:30:27 AM »
May 9
Day 2
Need to leave. Because we all worship god not evil. Porn changing our thinking very badly
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #63 on: May 09, 2019, 11:09:48 AM »
I'm proud of you, you can do this! It's really inspiring to see you commit to start again even you mess up. We all mess up and it can be really discouraging, so it feels really encouraging to me to see you refuse to give up. Thank you!!! Power to you!

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #64 on: May 09, 2019, 02:45:23 PM »
Relapsed again . not able sleep without fapping so i fapped
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #65 on: May 09, 2019, 11:47:08 PM »
Day 1
May 10
Starting is normal . not relapsing again is important. The person who wants to live the dream life that is a porn free life doesn't relapse. From today excusing all the past failures and starting new reboot again. I will never give up
Day 1 completed
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #66 on: May 13, 2019, 07:10:52 AM »
Day 4
May 13
Yesterday has two nightfall in one night.
So many urges  . foggy head. Many more boredom
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #67 on: May 14, 2019, 06:04:19 PM »
why do we fall down - so that we learn to pick our-self back up again, so never back down, never-give-up.
I am like you, with a lot of relapses on my belt, more than I count. But we only need to succeed once to get rid of this evil right.
I know its really weird, but think I was able to slow down some of the withdrawals symptoms and boost up recovery by watching a show called (Naked Attraction) on Youtube, it helped me link normal naked bodies with personalities rather than porn. I know its very weird, but it helped me so thought of sharing the info. 

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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #68 on: May 16, 2019, 03:26:54 PM »
why do we fall down - so that we learn to pick our-self back up again, so never back down, never-give-up.
I am like you, with a lot of relapses on my belt, more than I count. But we only need to succeed once to get rid of this evil right.
I know its really weird, but think I was able to slow down some of the withdrawals symptoms and boost up recovery by watching a show called (Naked Attraction) on Youtube, it helped me link normal naked bodies with personalities rather than porn. I know its very weird, but it helped me so thought of sharing the info. 
thanks
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #69 on: May 16, 2019, 03:27:46 PM »
Day 7
One week completed today at 16 may.
Feeling blessed by god. Thanks
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #70 on: May 17, 2019, 06:13:49 AM »
Day 8
Feeling good today
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #71 on: May 18, 2019, 02:00:29 PM »
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #72 on: May 18, 2019, 02:24:03 PM »
Hello friends
I am relapsed but i am happy. This 4 years of my addicted life teached me a lot of my trigger. Now i am making written notes of it. And if i am did 9 days reboot then this relapse is not a bad thing  . this is good because now i need to more careful. This relapse made me more careful.
So number of relapse affect me i become aware about and get rid of this addiction.
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Re: Many times i relapsed but again started.
« Reply #73 on: May 19, 2019, 04:42:33 AM »
Day 1
Whole day urges are their. I am not able to study. Or any work that need concentration.relapsed at night.
I talked to my bestie about this. I think it will really helpful for me.
« Last Edit: May 19, 2019, 12:21:49 PM by Do or die »
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